Yeah...
Finished telling the people who need to be telling that I signed up. Spilled my concerns to a lot of people that would listen and help. and the responses did.
In the end, I am still scared shitless by everything, but I managed to change it to a manageable amount...
And in the end, I do not want to be a political tool, and I would be willing to be shot or go to prison to do otherwise.
But in the majority of cases, those jobs are SF operatives hired temporarily by the CIA, so at least that isn't a major concern...
Finished telling the people who need to be telling that I signed up. Spilled my concerns to a lot of people that would listen and help. and the responses did.
In the end, I am still scared shitless by everything, but I managed to change it to a manageable amount...
And in the end, I do not want to be a political tool, and I would be willing to be shot or go to prison to do otherwise.
But in the majority of cases, those jobs are SF operatives hired temporarily by the CIA, so at least that isn't a major concern...