I am having serious problems right now.
All because I took the stupid invitation from sf...
I joined the Army, not because I wanted to kill, or agree with the government, or the war in Iraq, or anything.
I joined because I want to defend my home, my family, my friends, innocent people home and abroad whom I will never meet, who deserve to live without knowing war.
But I joined the green beret, a notoriously amoral group, which has trained half of Al Qeida (unsure of spelling), indirectly. (trained people in Afghanistan when the USSR invaded, who now train current operatives) They have done numerous assassinations of good and bad people all over the world over things like political alignment.
And for once in my life, I am truly afraid of what may happen. What if I become teh monster I seek to vanquish?
As Nietzche said, "He who fights monsters must see that he himself does not become a monster..." and I wish to follow that, but I fear for myself and for others that I may falter at that.
If someone has something to say to help me, it would be greatly appreciated.
All because I took the stupid invitation from sf...
I joined the Army, not because I wanted to kill, or agree with the government, or the war in Iraq, or anything.
I joined because I want to defend my home, my family, my friends, innocent people home and abroad whom I will never meet, who deserve to live without knowing war.
But I joined the green beret, a notoriously amoral group, which has trained half of Al Qeida (unsure of spelling), indirectly. (trained people in Afghanistan when the USSR invaded, who now train current operatives) They have done numerous assassinations of good and bad people all over the world over things like political alignment.
And for once in my life, I am truly afraid of what may happen. What if I become teh monster I seek to vanquish?
As Nietzche said, "He who fights monsters must see that he himself does not become a monster..." and I wish to follow that, but I fear for myself and for others that I may falter at that.
If someone has something to say to help me, it would be greatly appreciated.
punkasswhitegirl:
Those are very noble things you stand for. I'm sorry I can't say much that would be helpful. I'm not to good at things like that. I just wanted to tell you good luck and BE SAFE! 