I don't have anything real to say. I am thinking about going for a walk in a bit. I finished my driving school. Debating on how to tell my mom I am going to Fleurs wedding. I am scared as hell to confront here about it. but I won't be able to deal with missing it.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. nicki
2. nickerdoodles (fleur only)
3. dork
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. brestisists.
2. demented psychological process.
3. I cant really think about what else I like about myself. I like things I do but myself it so much harder
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I get too lonely and I am not that great about meeting ppl
2. not able to talk in front of ppl
3. so disorganized and messy
that was much easier to do. I could keep going
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. czech
2. german
3. the other two are my mums side. my dad is like a heinz 57.... a little bit of everything
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. relationships.
2. science.
3. organized violence (aka football) violence doesn't need to be organized
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. people that can't be honest and just say what they should. I don't want to play guessing games. I am no muss no fuss type of person. I am great at reading ppl but I rather not put effort into it.
2. Stupid questions. general public in general. stupid ppl. stupid ppl that don't get that I don't like them especially one coworker that thinks I am funny.
3. guys that tell me and get me worked up about going to a strip club for the first time and don't take me.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. things being out of control
2. drugs
3. loniness
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. shower
2. curl up in bed (favorable when I can do that with someone)
3. be with my aminals
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1.woodstock shirt that I wore last night
2. hot pink lace bra (I have a thing for lace)
3. silky pj pants.
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. nightmare before christmas mugs. unused. they were a xmas present
2. rubber toys (like rubber devil ducky, spooky from the I feel sick comic....
3. indian chai tea candle.
THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. kick ass
2. sexy
3. baby
(my bird says those a lot too. I wonder why)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Bloodhound gang (I am on early college kick at the moment)
2. Poe
3. Rasputina
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Hey pretty (drive by mix)- Poe
2. Edwin collins-- a girl like you
3. bloodhound gang-- bad touch and Hell yeah
PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. my family--given. I live with them. uck
2. wel till I crashed my car. Ly
3. ccfoo... If he isn't sick of me yet.
THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
1.tired of everone is against me cause I am a american indian. his anger issues became issues to me. and lack of communication and honesty. my goals in life didn't matter. the fact that I spent time caring about my schoolwork that was a big part of my life and I didn't drop it to constantly party became too much of an issue. He cheated on me so I cheated on him. I hate cheating. I hated that I went as low as cheating on someone. I became a person I hated
2. we grew apart
3. it didn't feel right
THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. honesty and trust
02. laughter
03. friendship
oh did I mention frequent sex. I would be a liar if I didn't admit that
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
well with boys
01. scrawny boys
2. kick ass attitude
3. weird sense of humor
girls
1. bellys that bow out instead of inward. I think it is so fucking sexy.
2. kick ass attitude ( I am not into mousy little girls... ick)
3. weird sense of humor.
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. not giggle when I am told not to.
heck I have trouble not doing anything I am told not to.
02. just take one picture. the camera is in my hands then thats it....
03.jump off a cliff. I am afraid of heights but I push it all the time. I can't bring myself to jump from a height yet. almost did it.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. reading
02. art. many kinds. I can't choose one
03. scrapbooking/ bookmaking. I have a strange love for paper. ( sadly I have this paper sample book next to my desk of the sexiest paper I have ever seen. I want it to have my kids.)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. no financial stress
2. someone in bed to cuddle with. I want someone there to have sex with when I first wake up in the morning. I love wake up sex. I miss it. I need it
3. school to be over and have a real job
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. metalsmith as in jewelry/sculpture
2. designer
3. painter
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Pittsburgh
2. Arizona. for one reason. to meet someone
3. Europe. to go be a museum whore and look at art.
I love museums.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. suspension
2. jump out of a plane
3. to live off my art
sadly I am afraid of heights but 2 of the things require no feet on ground. any height freaks with me. but I also love rollercoasters like crazy
THREE WAYS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO DIE
1. during great sex.
2. By prenatural creatures, like zombies or something creepy
3. doing something I love
maybe I will go for a walk in a few
I was bored and I saw this in katies journal.
blah.
I didn't want a real update
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. nicki
2. nickerdoodles (fleur only)
3. dork
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. brestisists.
2. demented psychological process.
3. I cant really think about what else I like about myself. I like things I do but myself it so much harder
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I get too lonely and I am not that great about meeting ppl
2. not able to talk in front of ppl
3. so disorganized and messy
that was much easier to do. I could keep going
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. czech
2. german
3. the other two are my mums side. my dad is like a heinz 57.... a little bit of everything
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. relationships.
2. science.
3. organized violence (aka football) violence doesn't need to be organized
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. people that can't be honest and just say what they should. I don't want to play guessing games. I am no muss no fuss type of person. I am great at reading ppl but I rather not put effort into it.
2. Stupid questions. general public in general. stupid ppl. stupid ppl that don't get that I don't like them especially one coworker that thinks I am funny.
3. guys that tell me and get me worked up about going to a strip club for the first time and don't take me.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. things being out of control
2. drugs
3. loniness
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. shower
2. curl up in bed (favorable when I can do that with someone)
3. be with my aminals
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1.woodstock shirt that I wore last night
2. hot pink lace bra (I have a thing for lace)
3. silky pj pants.
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. nightmare before christmas mugs. unused. they were a xmas present
2. rubber toys (like rubber devil ducky, spooky from the I feel sick comic....
3. indian chai tea candle.
THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. kick ass
2. sexy
3. baby
(my bird says those a lot too. I wonder why)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Bloodhound gang (I am on early college kick at the moment)
2. Poe
3. Rasputina
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Hey pretty (drive by mix)- Poe
2. Edwin collins-- a girl like you
3. bloodhound gang-- bad touch and Hell yeah
PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. my family--given. I live with them. uck
2. wel till I crashed my car. Ly
3. ccfoo... If he isn't sick of me yet.
THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
1.tired of everone is against me cause I am a american indian. his anger issues became issues to me. and lack of communication and honesty. my goals in life didn't matter. the fact that I spent time caring about my schoolwork that was a big part of my life and I didn't drop it to constantly party became too much of an issue. He cheated on me so I cheated on him. I hate cheating. I hated that I went as low as cheating on someone. I became a person I hated
2. we grew apart
3. it didn't feel right
THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. honesty and trust
02. laughter
03. friendship
oh did I mention frequent sex. I would be a liar if I didn't admit that
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
well with boys
01. scrawny boys
2. kick ass attitude
3. weird sense of humor
girls
1. bellys that bow out instead of inward. I think it is so fucking sexy.
2. kick ass attitude ( I am not into mousy little girls... ick)
3. weird sense of humor.
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. not giggle when I am told not to.
heck I have trouble not doing anything I am told not to.
02. just take one picture. the camera is in my hands then thats it....
03.jump off a cliff. I am afraid of heights but I push it all the time. I can't bring myself to jump from a height yet. almost did it.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. reading
02. art. many kinds. I can't choose one
03. scrapbooking/ bookmaking. I have a strange love for paper. ( sadly I have this paper sample book next to my desk of the sexiest paper I have ever seen. I want it to have my kids.)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. no financial stress
2. someone in bed to cuddle with. I want someone there to have sex with when I first wake up in the morning. I love wake up sex. I miss it. I need it
3. school to be over and have a real job
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. metalsmith as in jewelry/sculpture
2. designer
3. painter
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Pittsburgh
2. Arizona. for one reason. to meet someone
3. Europe. to go be a museum whore and look at art.
I love museums.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. suspension
2. jump out of a plane
3. to live off my art
sadly I am afraid of heights but 2 of the things require no feet on ground. any height freaks with me. but I also love rollercoasters like crazy
THREE WAYS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO DIE
1. during great sex.
2. By prenatural creatures, like zombies or something creepy
3. doing something I love
maybe I will go for a walk in a few
I was bored and I saw this in katies journal.
blah.
I didn't want a real update
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
prettydeadgirl:
yea i know and my dad tells me i should take a bus... like i'd want to take a bus to work and have to worry about what time it comes and paying for it . Then if its late then what.. blah lol
lucylynne:
IM afraid of burning to death and drowning. Also, of being murdered cause all my nightmares have to do with me being murdered. What is scary about going to the wedding??? Usually moms love everything to do with weddings!