jadednerdgirl

I have had it with people.
I am now without net. so I am doing this from the net cafe next to jojo's work

Well story of my roommate.
A good two months ago
I was at his parents house. we had stuff to do early the next morning so I just stayed the night so he didn't have to pick me up. I was going to sleep on the sofa as usual but he said I could curl up with him. Note: we are only friends
in the middle of the night I woke up to him getting into my pants. I woke up confused then infuriated. I was so mad. I went to sleep on the floor but he said he would.
The next day it was a fight. I said that was unnacceptable and would not happen. he apologized and explained. blah blah blah.
after a bit I let it slide as a young horny boy that was pushing his luck. I didn't expect to have that problem ever again.

fast foward to march.
we move in together.
we have seperate rooms
he just started to expect me to make dinner and to clean after him. ah haa haa haa. Like I am a old fashioned girl.
I kept a lot of this quiet of my problems. most of my friends didn't know. My friend jojo knew though.
My roommate told some people that we were engaged so that he had a reason to live with this girl. I flipped on that. Like anyone would give him shit for leaving in a apartment with a girl and we had seperate rooms. dumb ass.
I got lectured for not spending the night at my own place when we first moved here. I would come home. try to unpack, kill a rat staying in my room and other stuff. I didn't want to sleep in the apartment that way so I would go sleep at a friends. One night I stayed home. I was going to sleep on the sofa in my roommates room. He convinced me to just share his bed since it was queen size and the sofa is uncomfortable. well I made clear that nothing was going to happen. well I got into pj pants and a tshirt so I was fully covered. well 3am I had someones hand down my pants. I don't think this is a way to wake up. He gave me that he woke up and he was horny. I almost killed him. That was the last I really spent the night at home that I wasn't locked into my bedroom (even hanging out in my room I had it locked). and I did not stay at home till the rat was gone and I cleaned up after the rat.

One night he kicked me out of the shower when he came home cause he ate some food that apparently didn't do well by him. so I am soaking wet in a towel so when he comes out I am waiting in the kitchen on the phone cause jojo called me cause we were discussing plans for when he got to pick me up. My roommate rips off my towel. I start yelling at him. He thought he was so funny. I go finish my shower. while I was getting dressed I yelled at matt to go let my friend into the apartment since he made me so behind getting ready. matt gave me a lecture that I had to be fully dressed by the time they got upstairs cause Jojo should not be in my apartment while I was undressed in my room. (wanted to stab him at that moment).

Another morning he tried reaching up my bathrobe. I think there was a reason that I was to hot to run out to the kitchen like that but he could go to the kitchen in his boxers cause he makes it look ugly. Though I am thouroughly covered up.

He gave me a hookah for my birthday which later he said he did too much for me including buying me a hookah. he bought me a present then used it against me. ass. The night he gave it to me he had his girlfriend over. I stayed to my room. I lit the coal on fire and as soon as I did that it crubled into pieces. lighting the carpet on fire and burning my palm. I ran through to the kitchen to grab something to throw water on the burning carpet then came back through to put my hand in the freezer to chill it out. well his girl was topless so I apparently interupted something. I later apologized that I had to disturbed them. you know with lighting the apartment on fire and burning myself. He got very mad and snooty with me. I apologized after hurting myself on his present to me.

There was other incidences but then it led to my last journal entry.

This is from the guy that is homophobic but he himself likes guys. Though can't use the word bi. Likes to refer to himself as metro. He is not. and he tries to over compensates. He temporarily got rid of his couch cause he was on it when some guy got him up the ass. he enjoyed the whole thing. but later freaked out that he did something gay and had to get it out of his room. This is when he busted the back of it. He now uses it but only after I accidently spilled something on the new sofa. And not like its the only encounter. I had to hear about the guy he liked at his last job but he couldn't do anything about it cause everyone there would think he was gay. Also I have to hear about me liking girls

well sorry for the sidebar. let me go on.

Wednesday night I left a 7 page note on the situation (I took pictures of it hanging in the hallway). since he refuses to let me have a talk with him. Thursday night I get home I figured I have time to relax before I had to deal with him home and the current situation. I arrive to a half empty apartment. I call jojo and I started to vent. I suddenly hear someone at the door. I look through the peephole and its matt. so I get off the phone. matt and john come in. Matt goes "where is all my stuff?!?". Like being an ass. crossing the line. and ditching putting me in a hard spot isn't jerky enough. most of the time he was there that night he was smirking with a ha ha I am screwing you attitude. I get out of him that "we don't get along so he is moving out". Of course we argue cause he kept crossing the line with my body. He sayed he was turning off the electricity monday (then before he left he said he was going to do it tomorrow...like that is asshole. Having to turn on electricity within 24 gets you extra fines.). He took back the cell phone. so he leaves me without a phone with no notice. I live downtown. I have to walk from the busstop at night and its not the greatest area. I would like some notice so I could have had gotten the other phone turned back on.

I asked if I could hold onto the key till tomorrow since his stuff was all gone I didn't feel safe that he had it.

ok I have to hurry up cause the place is closing.

he said no. he was turning it first thing before work
I called a few times they said he never turned it in meaning he would have it all weekend. jojo stopped at his work to pick it up to give to me. Matt refuses

I ended up calling his mom and telling her everything. His mom has always liked me and I didn't want to start family trouble but I didn't feel safe.

so now she has the key which she is turning in monday

well that is all for now. I have more to say but it will have to be later.