feeling much better today, despite a bit of a hangover. hung out with some of my favorite people last night and made a super yummy dinner and drank expensive merlot and smoked some very fine refer. 
the dark cloud is disapating, and it happens to be a beautiful sunny day here in schitzo-weatherland. i wonder if i have seasonal affective disorder? eh, 
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fuckfuckfuck...i'm so grouchy today, my head hurts and i'm having panic attacks and my taoist breathing exersizes aren't working. i hate feeling like this and my feelings about my feelings only make it worse. oh, life is irony. what sucks is that i really have more to feel good about than bad, yet still i seem to involentarily sabatoge my own happiness...like i can't allow...
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receptionistdesk:
awww panic attacks are the absolute evilest!
machasha:
Biggie up to ya....smoke em if you got 'em. 
just woke up from a nap. it's almost midnight...i got this wierd urge to bake muffins so, here i am... waiting for them to cook. delirium prevails. it's reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally fucking COLD. everything is covered in ice and it makes me quite grouchy. i'm still recovering from my 2 week holiday bender. took alot of acid lately, haven't done that since highschool. it's been strange, but...
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anything:
hey, you got some nice udders there. do i know you?
poop:
winter is not my time of the year either.. i live in independence, mo.. you should give me a call if you're ever looking for something to do.. 816-252-4786
ugh... soooo fucking tired today...i'm gettin' old. i can't do this party all night and go to work the next day sort of thing anymore. my will power to perservere is weak. i'm afraid i am going to fall asleep in my chair so i will continue to ramble on this silly journal thingy in an attempt to stay conscious... 
the last couple days have been complete crazy chaos...but, in the best way! lot's of fuckedupedness partyin' down at the Stray Cat Artist's Amalgamation.
HAIL ERIS!
today is my best friend Sam's birthday. he would have been 25 today if he was still alive. he used to joke that his mom was still drunk from new years when she went into labor
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HAIL ERIS!
today is my best friend Sam's birthday. he would have been 25 today if he was still alive. he used to joke that his mom was still drunk from new years when she went into labor
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holdena:
OH!! They started releasing the Upright Citizens Brigade on DVD!!! If only I had money to thorw away on tv shows of no redeaming social value...
machasha:
Does the Tao of Pooh count?
crazy vivid scotch dreams last night... not quite ready to descibe them. hungover and sleep deprived and busy as hell today at prospero's books. lots of frantic last minute holiday shoppers. thankfully my own family doesn't do the whole gift exchange bit, just dinner (yum! my moms cooking rocks!) and lots-o-booze (it's the scottish blood). happy gluttony to all! 
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holdena:
Is the petter Jackson who you are speaking of the one that re-printed the Principia Discordia some time ago?
holdena:
It was after their edition came out. A company called "Peter Jackson games" printed it. IT has all the introductions and what not from ALL of the older editions, including that one (which either had the afterward by the auther or had the extra 20 pages... I can't remember which that addition added). Any ways... it was a really nice addition, it had a glossy black and shiny gold cover.
And I'm suprised you had any idea what I was tlaking about! I'm impressed.
And I'm suprised you had any idea what I was tlaking about! I'm impressed.
saw return of the king sat. night on a mix of acid and klonopin... a very pleasant combination but i couldn't seem to concentrate on the movie. i'll have to spend yet another 8 bucks to see it again sober. still, had a fantastic time running around with Dr. Skiffy wearing not much more than a pink lacey nightgown and fuzzy slippers while carrying a...
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holdena:
I went over... well, maybe over a year and a half without brushing or ctting my hair. It tooks about 30 seconds to get all the tangles out when it finally came time for a hair cut. I was always amazed at how nice my hair stayed...
By thew ay, why do you drink?
By thew ay, why do you drink?
eleph666:
Acid, eh? I havn't seen that fella around for a while. I've been growing plants to replace the cool guy. I'm glad you had fun, I would have been rather scared to see anyone with a machette on that. As long as there's no dead bodies.....
I guess it's safe.
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I guess it's safe.
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so, last night my dearest lover and ally,one Dr. Skiffy, was going down on me and i was struggling to have an orgasm (through no fault of my partner) when the weird guy in the basement (an older gentleman that smokes alot of pot and talks in his sleep) yells through the floor something about yours truely being a "whore". okay, so i get so...
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eleph666:
First see if he has split personalities. If not kick him in the balls.
Oh, and don't forget to smile.
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Oh, and don't forget to smile.
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eleph666:
Hay, u wulden't happan 2 have "Sylvie and Bruno" by Lewis Carroll at yer werk wuld ya.
i had a dream the other night that spock from star trek cut off my legs with a chainsaw, and then i realised i was dreaming and they grew back. i wonder what carl jung would have to say about that?
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jackyo:
my favorite is pretty
typical, brkfst-o-champs. i wrote an essay (well, haven't finished it. my greatest flaw.) comparing that book with the tao te ching and kundera's unbearable lightness of being. sounds wierd, i know, but it really does make sense if you look at it in the right way. anyway, good luck with the library job. if you have a college degree you can get one of the higher paying positions but otherwise you'll get stuck shelving books for minimum wage. but, hey, it's better than flippin' burgers. it's a pretty burocratic process applying at a public library, which sucks, but be persistant. fuck corporate bookstores! don't do it comrad!
typical, brkfst-o-champs. i wrote an essay (well, haven't finished it. my greatest flaw.) comparing that book with the tao te ching and kundera's unbearable lightness of being. sounds wierd, i know, but it really does make sense if you look at it in the right way. anyway, good luck with the library job. if you have a college degree you can get one of the higher paying positions but otherwise you'll get stuck shelving books for minimum wage. but, hey, it's better than flippin' burgers. it's a pretty burocratic process applying at a public library, which sucks, but be persistant. fuck corporate bookstores! don't do it comrad!
jackyo:
to darkendskie-
which qt? i used to live off of westport rd so i went to the one there pretty frequently. but i moved east of main so i go to that one now. although not very often because i switched from tailormade's to rollies. why do you ask? are you one of those corporate sluts that calls people "buddy" etc. all night? (just kidding).
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which qt? i used to live off of westport rd so i went to the one there pretty frequently. but i moved east of main so i go to that one now. although not very often because i switched from tailormade's to rollies. why do you ask? are you one of those corporate sluts that calls people "buddy" etc. all night? (just kidding)
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eleph666:
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[Edited on Dec 17, 2003 4:57AM]
And yes yes. Older spirtualized is divine, not so high on later records though.
Nice to meet you too.