jackskellington3

So on halloween 2005 I went to meet a friend at a bar, and ended up meeting a girl. We became an item not long after that. We've been together ever since than, we even moved from florida to New York together. This past wednesday we broke up.

Now I've calmed downed alot, I'm nowhere near as upset as I was on Wednesday. I feel like my heart was broken, and I really hold no ill will towards her. I was just has at falt as she, and I except that. We grew apart and you can only last for so long when there's no communation in the relationship.

And at this point I'm just trying to look for and move on with my life. But the really tough part is the fact that we have a lease that still has another four monthes left. Since neither one of us can afford the rent on our own. Which means we really get no space between us, which is what we really need if we're ever going to be friends again, which is what we both want.

I think over the next four monthes I'm going to start moving things I really don't need (such as books and dvd's) to my grandparents house in long island, so that when the time comes to move out of this place I won't have much to move.