So this is going to sound totally stupid but here goes...
So there's this girl. I met her in a class I had. After a semester of talking and the occasional casual dinner or two, I realize that I have a lot in common with her and begin to like her as more then a friend.
Being a guy who doesn't like the high school style relationship bullshit I tell her a straight up honest fashion. Of course she had just started dating another guy and turned me down.
Flash to now, which is about five months since I last talked to her. I get the sudden urge to try and reconnect with her. Take a shot in the dark and see if she will even talk to me. So I send her a message (a friend request really) the only place I really can, her myspace profile. But see I'm really a myspace user (why have one when I have a better version of the same thing here). So I setup an honest profile. After a week or two with no response back I accept that she doesn't want to talk to me and that's it.
Or so I thought.
Until today when I'm at work, a coffee shop on Main street called Espresso Royale, and I see her at the counter while I'm working the espresso machine. My first reaction is to duck and say perfuse swearing under my breath. When I had collected myself I popped up and said hi and started to talk to her.
Now here's where I start to sound really stupid. She actually talks back to me and starts to have a meaningful conversation with me. Worse yet she actually takes my offer to sit at the bar and talk to me.
At that point I'm fucking thrown for a loop. Complete and utterly stunned. Here is a random girl from my past, that I had just decided a week or two ago I still had feelings for, that randomly stumbles into the very place I work, at the very time I was working without knowing I worked there and without any contact with me for five months.
I swear some Higher Power just really enjoys fucking with me. I mean I know that after six years of one relationship after another failing before they even become relationships, that this whole thing can't end well. I can feel the dark clouds of lustful doom.
Thoughts, comments?
I know the above looks like the ramblings of a crazy person but personally, today's events were just really really creepy to me
So there's this girl. I met her in a class I had. After a semester of talking and the occasional casual dinner or two, I realize that I have a lot in common with her and begin to like her as more then a friend.
Being a guy who doesn't like the high school style relationship bullshit I tell her a straight up honest fashion. Of course she had just started dating another guy and turned me down.
Flash to now, which is about five months since I last talked to her. I get the sudden urge to try and reconnect with her. Take a shot in the dark and see if she will even talk to me. So I send her a message (a friend request really) the only place I really can, her myspace profile. But see I'm really a myspace user (why have one when I have a better version of the same thing here). So I setup an honest profile. After a week or two with no response back I accept that she doesn't want to talk to me and that's it.
Or so I thought.
Until today when I'm at work, a coffee shop on Main street called Espresso Royale, and I see her at the counter while I'm working the espresso machine. My first reaction is to duck and say perfuse swearing under my breath. When I had collected myself I popped up and said hi and started to talk to her.
Now here's where I start to sound really stupid. She actually talks back to me and starts to have a meaningful conversation with me. Worse yet she actually takes my offer to sit at the bar and talk to me.
At that point I'm fucking thrown for a loop. Complete and utterly stunned. Here is a random girl from my past, that I had just decided a week or two ago I still had feelings for, that randomly stumbles into the very place I work, at the very time I was working without knowing I worked there and without any contact with me for five months.
I swear some Higher Power just really enjoys fucking with me. I mean I know that after six years of one relationship after another failing before they even become relationships, that this whole thing can't end well. I can feel the dark clouds of lustful doom.
Thoughts, comments?
I know the above looks like the ramblings of a crazy person but personally, today's events were just really really creepy to me
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