Shit I really hope it doesn't rain tomorrow. I want to go ride my bike. I need some bike therapy. I mean things haven't been that bad...they've really just stayed the same. Which is something that worries me. I want to be progressing forward, not stay stagnate.
I could use a good zen ride.
Still I hope I'm not working with my manager tomorrow. It's not that I don't like her...she just makes me a little nervous. Then again I've been overly paranoid at this job trying to do my best, since the Starbucks thing turned into such a ball of shit. Which wasn't really my fault but still I want to seen as a good worker not someone they're taking a chance on. So yes, I guess the fact that she's a authority figure and the fact that every time I try and be friendly and start a conversation it always fails does cause me to get anxious around her. I mean how was I supposed to know that one of her cats was mauled by ferrets. That was an awkward moment.
Well I'm going to try and get some sleep. I have to cancel an online order tomorrow by phone which is going to be soooooooo much fun.
I could use a good zen ride.
Still I hope I'm not working with my manager tomorrow. It's not that I don't like her...she just makes me a little nervous. Then again I've been overly paranoid at this job trying to do my best, since the Starbucks thing turned into such a ball of shit. Which wasn't really my fault but still I want to seen as a good worker not someone they're taking a chance on. So yes, I guess the fact that she's a authority figure and the fact that every time I try and be friendly and start a conversation it always fails does cause me to get anxious around her. I mean how was I supposed to know that one of her cats was mauled by ferrets. That was an awkward moment.
Well I'm going to try and get some sleep. I have to cancel an online order tomorrow by phone which is going to be soooooooo much fun.