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jackiemoon24

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Thursday May 19, 2011

May 19, 2011
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I hate to be the guy that vents online but I need to get this out. I feel comfortable enough doing it here.

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I am heart broken. I have had a longgg couple of years. Years of lonliness and trying times. I found my way back to California, really only to pack my things and head back to Chicago. I ended up meeting a girl. Not just any girl either. This guy has opened my eyes and rocked my world. Since the first day that I met her, I knew I was in trouble. We went to a nice dinner and I laughed until I cried. In just a few hours she said taught me so much about who I am and what I wanted to be. As time went on I was able to coerce her into hanging out more. This young woman has become my everything. The problem is that I am still headed back to Chicago. I have gone sooo long without seeing my family, more notably my brother. I asked her to come with me and she told me that she is just getting settled into a new place. It hurt. This is the first time I have really felt a connection for another. Am I being selfish by moving back to Chicago? Am I crazy for being hurt?


In any matter, my best friend came home from Japan this afternoon. Last week he flew to Japan to marry his long time sweetheart. He let me be there on Skype, though I am looking forward to being his best man in November. In honor of his return he had a "hipster BBQ". It was a blast.
Good night and thanks for letting me get that out. I feel much better.
Jack

heathen:
Everyone's gotta vent. I don't think you're crazy. When you care about someone, you want to be with them. Packing up and moving isn't an easy thing to do. You aren't being selfish by going to see your family. Family is important and it's cool you care about yours.
May 19, 2011
heathen:
No problem smile The point of a community is to be there and support each other.
May 19, 2011

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