So it has been a long long week. I wrote my final English paper from midnight till 5AM and then turend in said paper at 730AM. Needless to say i'm running on fumes. Tonight, water balloon capture the flag in a field. It's cold and rainy, so i'm going to go full camo. Be the pirate ninja I truly am.
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Instead of writing a journal, instead I'll just sing a lovely song. I'll post my new tattoo and tell about my life later. I'm a busy beaver sur la moment
Nice to be here hope you agree
Lying in the sun
Lovely weather, must climb a tree
The show has just begun
All the leaves start swaying
To the breeze that's playing
On a thousand...
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Nice to be here hope you agree
Lying in the sun
Lovely weather, must climb a tree
The show has just begun
All the leaves start swaying
To the breeze that's playing
On a thousand...
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cureelise:
u have a very nice singing voice
alohra:
new tattoo! new tattoo!
A Short History of My Weekend at SEANET
we drove down to charleston fri evening too late for the actual meetings fri, but we went to South of the Border on the way and had some fun.
alot of kids went. From raleigh in the chamberlain house/collective it was me, brad, meghan, eric, andrew, andrea, catylan, wes, leslie, atilla, tord, lauren, james, and a few...
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we drove down to charleston fri evening too late for the actual meetings fri, but we went to South of the Border on the way and had some fun.
alot of kids went. From raleigh in the chamberlain house/collective it was me, brad, meghan, eric, andrew, andrea, catylan, wes, leslie, atilla, tord, lauren, james, and a few...
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cureelise:
neck
jackalnoir:
Right Forearm
Why thank you all very kindly for the birthday wishes. But this birthday has been filled with cooking for FNB, a quiz, and all night french papers. and no relaxation this weekend!
But my friends made me brownies with candles that look like penises, because they're awesome.
This weekend i'll be at SEANET, the Southeastern Anarchist Network. It's the 2nd annual meeting and it's in...
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But my friends made me brownies with candles that look like penises, because they're awesome.
This weekend i'll be at SEANET, the Southeastern Anarchist Network. It's the 2nd annual meeting and it's in...
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casusluciferi:
Happy late birthday ~cheers~
suburban_relapse:
Did I know it was your birthday? Well just in case, happy belated birthday!
Today in sociology class, we discussed capital punishment. Now i live sociology, and am majoring in it. So i don't take it very seriously, because there's not much i'm learning in an intro class(SOC201). Also, as you well know, i'm a jackass anyway because nothing is real, and I have fun with life.
So in class we had a discussion about capital punishment, dividing into...
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annalee:
Happy Birthday! 
schoolgirl:
Happy Birthday, beautiful. 
Time for a rant! Warning, it's long and probably uninteresting.
I've always felt kind of bad for my roommate Alex. There's nothing really that wrong with him. Although he is a nerd. That's not just a label, he plays dungeons and dragons every friday night, plays halo 2 at least 6 hours a day, always talks about star wars and plays a turn based card...
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I've always felt kind of bad for my roommate Alex. There's nothing really that wrong with him. Although he is a nerd. That's not just a label, he plays dungeons and dragons every friday night, plays halo 2 at least 6 hours a day, always talks about star wars and plays a turn based card...
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heresy2007:
shit man
don't feel bad about that.
this society deems what is acceptable on every level, and sex is not excluded from this. by making it un-real they keep you consuming. that's the goal of capitalism. There is always something BIGGER, BETTER around the corner.
The porn industry is as much a part of that as everything else. Even this site in a lot of ways falls into the trap (if you need examples compare the pictures of the girls in their sets, to the one's in their folders where they aren't all "made up").
It's the illusion of "something better" that keeps people going when their day to day lives are often times very bland. People today are hollow, and their looking for something, they fill the gap with whatever they can find, whether it be porn, marijuana, bingo, TV, video games, SG, whatever. Some things are more harmful then others but it all acomplishes the same thing. It pasifies us....
Your roomate is gross, when it comes to that part of his reality, there is no doubting that, but he is just a reflection of the larger society.
Can you blame someone for never being "taught" what beauty is, but rather "shown" what beauty "looks like"?
It's sad I know, but it's our reality. We are a society that is stuck in the rut of always looking for a bigger better orgasim.
enjoy your time at FNB, for that is what they all crave... Community
don't feel bad about that.
this society deems what is acceptable on every level, and sex is not excluded from this. by making it un-real they keep you consuming. that's the goal of capitalism. There is always something BIGGER, BETTER around the corner.
The porn industry is as much a part of that as everything else. Even this site in a lot of ways falls into the trap (if you need examples compare the pictures of the girls in their sets, to the one's in their folders where they aren't all "made up").
It's the illusion of "something better" that keeps people going when their day to day lives are often times very bland. People today are hollow, and their looking for something, they fill the gap with whatever they can find, whether it be porn, marijuana, bingo, TV, video games, SG, whatever. Some things are more harmful then others but it all acomplishes the same thing. It pasifies us....
Your roomate is gross, when it comes to that part of his reality, there is no doubting that, but he is just a reflection of the larger society.
Can you blame someone for never being "taught" what beauty is, but rather "shown" what beauty "looks like"?
It's sad I know, but it's our reality. We are a society that is stuck in the rut of always looking for a bigger better orgasim.
enjoy your time at FNB, for that is what they all crave... Community
Debi: what you think i did a knuckle shuffle over you?
Me: i never said that
Debi: then what?
Debi:
Me: but the mind wanders
Me: and yes, you probably did
Debi: honestly...
Debi: yes
Me: Oh.
Me: That makes me --Kickass 5000!!--
That was part of a conversation I had tonight with my grrl Debi. We've been together since last summer whenever her birthday...
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Me: i never said that
Debi: then what?
Debi:
Me: but the mind wanders
Me: and yes, you probably did
Debi: honestly...
Debi: yes
Me: Oh.
Me: That makes me --Kickass 5000!!--
That was part of a conversation I had tonight with my grrl Debi. We've been together since last summer whenever her birthday...
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alohra:
Please excuse my naivete, but what's a "knuckle shuffle"? I LOVE finding out that someone I'm with fantasized about me before we started dating. I think it's adorable/hot.
suburban_relapse:
I think that sweet that she masturbated to fantasies of you! And esp that she told you about it. That's gotta be an ego boost.
"No, listen, what happened was this: they lied to you, sold you ideas of good & evil, gave you distrust of your body & shame for your prophethood of chaos, invented words of disgust for your molecular love, mesmerized you with inattention, bored you with civilization & all its usurious emotions.
There is no becoming, no revolution, no struggle, no path; already you're the monarch...
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There is no becoming, no revolution, no struggle, no path; already you're the monarch...
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heresy2007:
yea man i'll check that out!
i totally figured you were an agent too....
you know out to get all those dumster diving FNB kids, the "domestic terrorists" that they are. Which is why I asked about the NC action, guess it combined with a couple other around the country earned the Black Bloc the label "domestic terrorist group" by the FBI. Funny huh?
since when did destruction of property become more of a threat to this culture then violence against living beings. It totally symbolizes that this system is reliant on consumption, that a cop can rape ten women while in uniform, and get less time in jail then a man who blows up two SUVs.
I don't know why by I just had a Ministry quote run through my head
"The system will eat itself....
...the system will eat itself..."
have a good day
i totally figured you were an agent too....
you know out to get all those dumster diving FNB kids, the "domestic terrorists" that they are. Which is why I asked about the NC action, guess it combined with a couple other around the country earned the Black Bloc the label "domestic terrorist group" by the FBI. Funny huh?
since when did destruction of property become more of a threat to this culture then violence against living beings. It totally symbolizes that this system is reliant on consumption, that a cop can rape ten women while in uniform, and get less time in jail then a man who blows up two SUVs.
I don't know why by I just had a Ministry quote run through my head
"The system will eat itself....
...the system will eat itself..."
have a good day
So it occured to me as I was walking back home yesterday at 4am after dumpstering that I want to help people. Not in some sort of dreamy way in the future. I want to work in a soup kitchen and join a collection and work as a medic all my life. Next year, if i still am at State, i want to move into...
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heresy2007:
I know you do buddy, I count on you actually to keep me smiling while I sift through the day to day...
So did you ever hear about that NC attack on the RNC headquarters a while back? What happened to the three kids that got turned in? I heard that they got fucked, and that their still in legal process. Know anything?
So did you ever hear about that NC attack on the RNC headquarters a while back? What happened to the three kids that got turned in? I heard that they got fucked, and that their still in legal process. Know anything?
alohra:
That sounds like a brilliant plan!
I'm way better at written french than spoken french, although I can communicate just fine with french speakers outside of a classroom setting.
I'm way better at written french than spoken french, although I can communicate just fine with french speakers outside of a classroom setting.
Yay i'm half done for the week! Only french midterm and french workbook and cooking all tommorow and no sleep till saturday. Life's a ball. Which is shaped like a square. Which is covered in pointy barbs. Which are on fire. and tipped with lemon juice. And it's also in a vat of acid. with Sharks in it.
it's really not that bad, but i'm...
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casusluciferi:
Life wouldn't be all that great if you had the same views throughout your entire lifelong experience.
I agree with you, it'd be nice to see everyone being well off and happy, but that almost seems too much to ask of the world. The nature of the world, although it is constantly changing just seems to have the same foundation throughout every era.
Life wouldn't be all that great if you had the same views throughout your entire lifelong experience.
I agree with you, it'd be nice to see everyone being well off and happy, but that almost seems too much to ask of the world. The nature of the world, although it is constantly changing just seems to have the same foundation throughout every era.
Congrats on your new tat, bet it turned out pretty sick, I'll be checking your journal for a pic.
Anyways, take it easy man
Peace.
Congrats on your new tat, bet it turned out pretty sick, I'll be checking your journal for a pic.
Anyways, take it easy man
Peace.