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Debi: what you think i did a knuckle shuffle over you?
Me: i never said that
Debi: then what?
Debi: tongue
Me: but the mind wanders
Me: and yes, you probably did
Debi: honestly...
Debi: yes
Me: Oh.
Me: That makes me --Kickass 5000!!--

That was part of a conversation I had tonight with my grrl Debi. We've been together since last summer whenever her birthday...
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alohra:
Please excuse my naivete, but what's a "knuckle shuffle"? I LOVE finding out that someone I'm with fantasized about me before we started dating. I think it's adorable/hot.
suburban_relapse:
I think that sweet that she masturbated to fantasies of you! And esp that she told you about it. That's gotta be an ego boost.
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"No, listen, what happened was this: they lied to you, sold you ideas of good & evil, gave you distrust of your body & shame for your prophethood of chaos, invented words of disgust for your molecular love, mesmerized you with inattention, bored you with civilization & all its usurious emotions.

There is no becoming, no revolution, no struggle, no path; already you're the monarch...
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heresy2007:
yea man i'll check that out!


i totally figured you were an agent too.... wink you know out to get all those dumster diving FNB kids, the "domestic terrorists" that they are. Which is why I asked about the NC action, guess it combined with a couple other around the country earned the Black Bloc the label "domestic terrorist group" by the FBI. Funny huh?

since when did destruction of property become more of a threat to this culture then violence against living beings. It totally symbolizes that this system is reliant on consumption, that a cop can rape ten women while in uniform, and get less time in jail then a man who blows up two SUVs.

I don't know why by I just had a Ministry quote run through my head

"The system will eat itself....
...the system will eat itself..."

have a good day
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So it occured to me as I was walking back home yesterday at 4am after dumpstering that I want to help people. Not in some sort of dreamy way in the future. I want to work in a soup kitchen and join a collection and work as a medic all my life. Next year, if i still am at State, i want to move into...
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heresy2007:
I know you do buddy, I count on you actually to keep me smiling while I sift through the day to day...

So did you ever hear about that NC attack on the RNC headquarters a while back? What happened to the three kids that got turned in? I heard that they got fucked, and that their still in legal process. Know anything?
alohra:
That sounds like a brilliant plan!
I'm way better at written french than spoken french, although I can communicate just fine with french speakers outside of a classroom setting.
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Yay i'm half done for the week! Only french midterm and french workbook and cooking all tommorow and no sleep till saturday. Life's a ball. Which is shaped like a square. Which is covered in pointy barbs. Which are on fire. and tipped with lemon juice. And it's also in a vat of acid. with Sharks in it.
it's really not that bad, but i'm...
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casusluciferi:
surreal
Life wouldn't be all that great if you had the same views throughout your entire lifelong experience.

I agree with you, it'd be nice to see everyone being well off and happy, but that almost seems too much to ask of the world. The nature of the world, although it is constantly changing just seems to have the same foundation throughout every era.
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Well i'm back. And i came back to a torrential downpour so i was soaked for three hours in class. And i found out i got 80s on both my socio and english exam. That sucked, but looking on the problems i missed i can see exact;y why i missed them. I need to remember that just because it's true and i know it, doesn't...
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fallacy:
your post made me smile....alot
I love you kiss
<3Fallacy
fallacy:
your post made me smile....alot
I love you kiss
<3Fallacy
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Another week at home without internet, oh the joys of living in a house with a Senior Systems Analyst, computer engineer father who helps run the Nonstop servers which banks use every minute of the day. And Yet, we have no idea of cable outside of his home office. We don't even have craptacular AOL. Now that's irony. Oh well, i'll miss all my kids....
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schoolgirl:
every time I read your journals or talk to you, I wish you were my little brother. you're beautiful as hell.

as far as make up, I never wear it. I wear a ridiculous amount of eyeliner, but I mean like face make up, no way. I actually feel prettier being natural. you could see my wrinkles and blemishes and they feel good to be part of me.

I accepted I was perfect a few years ago. I am perfect because I know who I am and what I am capable of. I am perfect because I know I make mistakes and they are part of life. making mistakes and doing things right are the same. you gotta learn from both. that's why I am perfect. and you are too. we are the way we are meant to be and when we embrace that, we are perfect.
casusluciferi:
Hey the emcee lynx was pretty sick, I dug it, very laid back and conscious, thanks for the music.

I agree that change definately does start with you. It is better to liberate yourself (or at least try) before you begin to liberate the world. I think that is why most fundamentalist are wrong, they live double lives.

Anyeays hope you have fun in charlotte, peace man
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Well i didn't do much over the weekend. My english midterm went well enough I believe. Sociology tommorow. I don't like exams at 8 AM, especially since the average bedtime in my room is 330. Oh well. Tommorow i have to explain in french what a sociologist is, without saying the word exactly. So far what I have come up with is "Je suis...". I'll...
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annalee:
hehe thank you! my drawing teacher said he used to be a roadie for crass you know! skull
alohra:
Aaargh! Je ne l'aime pas, le francais. En verite, je le deteste. Aujourd'hui, j'ai oublie tout le francais que j'ai connu. C'etait defaut des vacances du printemps.
You can be in my wedding, but only if you'll be the ring bearer and hold the little pillow thingey in your mouth. My friend wants to be the ring bearer, but he's unwilling to comply, so apparently he doesn't want to badly enough. Perhaps all of my french sucked just now, but I think you'll live.



[Edited on Mar 22, 2005 12:07AM]
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Yay for morning exams. i like watching my roommate play theemogame until 4am, then waking up at 730 to go to an exam which i know nothing about. But as always, it was poetry so no worries. I stoped worrying about muost of everything a long time ago. This reality is slipping away, and i like where it's headed. I feel alot warmer and happier...
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vanessa:
"While vanessa and sharon are both cute in their ways, you're far superior. (you don't see THEM on my friends list! The mighty gavin, you become cooler and more famous just by knowing me)."

Gee, thanks whatever
suburban_relapse:
Plant a tree for sure, but if you plant it in the middle of concrete, it's likely someone will remove and destroy it. Better to plant it in the dirt away from the assholes to make sure it stays alive. I know that ruins the point...
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Crappy ass piracy that doesn't work. I mean what do they want from me, to buy the real product? Like a Sucker?!

Anyway that's what i have to say.

ARRR!!!
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asrai:
heh. Its the Punk Nite Blowout in Ohio, Texas and MistiDawn and a few other girls will be there...it should be fun
_tab:
thanks smile You werent too stalkery, it's ok tongue
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A little Donovan for ya, heavily tipped in existentialist thought. "Happiness Runs". Speaking of existentialism and surrealism and of course Nihlism, i really like the movie I <3 Huckabees. If you've not seen it, do. Ir's funny in it's own right but i've been studying philosophy for many years. The way they visualize everything is grand. I keep on remembering just how unreal everything around...
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casusluciferi:
You should check out No Exit by sarte if you haven't read it already, an existentialist play, it's pretty short, but a damn good read.