jack_razor

Society I beg of thee Open your hateful arms to me For now I am just like you You see my balls rattle in a jar ‘neath smiling mask remains a past As I recant couldn’t help but laugh Was that really me who had sipped from the glass wrought of all pedophilic sin? Merely the calm thrust between the two most violent storms man’s seen or a libido guillotined forevermore? They dangle bait right in my face That once did make my heart so race But hormonally my desire replaced to quell all but the faintest roar Merrily o mother let them play The boogeyman he has gone away The slender one who would make his prey from the good little girls and boys Come tempt the fates I do implore For I am not He anymore Subject to all parental scorn Demon exiled Threat level number three A badge to my reign of depravity If it’s only my death that can set us all free then what is it we’re waiting for? My crimes of sick lust they’ve secured me a space In a man’s most befeared and respected of place In the home of the horned and His torturing flames I deserve all of this and more Thwarting the raping beast That deep inside me sleeps In a hope that this history will never repeat My dick my gun now obsolete Are we all here just grasping at straws? Is the Devil’s will absolute is it stronger than laws? Can I walk freely down darkened streets that I’ve stalked? Is there truly a hope left for me? Down her leg blood trickled I remember her every breath Chemically castrated Normality is mandated for now Leaden the weight of this arms they could not bear Gonadal atrophy a product of their care Reclusive enemy inside me he dwells Guilt swells abysmally unequaled my hells Society I truly beg of thee I should remain behind silver lock and key Feeling the rip of young tissues ‘round my meat Now a fading dream to this pitch-blackened sheep Threat level number three A badge to my reign of depravity If it’s only my death that can set us all free then what is it we’re waiting for? My crimes of sick lust they’ve secured me a space In a man’s most befeared and respected of place In the home of the horned and His torturing flames I deserve all of this and more Thwarting the raping beast That deep inside me sleeps In a hope that this history will never repeat My dick my gun now obsolete Are we all here just grasping at straws? The Devil’s will absolute is it stronger than laws? Can I walk freely down darkened streets that I’ve stalked? Is there truly a hope that is left for poor pathetic fucking me?

What hells await me Riding the violent winds of time Chasing visions along the way Am I forgotten Well my death won't be in vain My existence is shattered and the lights go dim The end of days One thousand worlds I would cast away to escape When the curtains fall down upon the darkened plains What hells await me This moment stands eternally Staring down my own demise Fear and awe consume me as I discover my own mortality I am taken to the place where the angels do not dwell To the kingdom of dis We will meet again at the gates of eternal slumber And with you in my dreams I am dying to sleep eternal My body lies cold but my soul forever burns

When the moon is high in the heavens, "And the sharp winds howl like wolves." I lay in the darkness twisting and turning, "My mind won't give me any peace." I dream of when we were as one, my secret passion is known to none. If only I could turn back time, "When your lips and heart they were only mine." They were only mine.... Why do I think of our past together? Your face haunts me - forever and ever Dreaming of our time together Your beauty haunts me, forever and ever I dream of when we were as one, my secret passion is known to none. If only I could turn back time, "When on my erected pride you were sliding down" You were sliding down... Why do I think of our past together? Your face haunts me - forever and ever Dreaming of our time togetherYour beauty haunts me, forever and ever "Of all the glistening stars - you shine brightest of them all." Why do I think of our past together? Your face haunts me - forever and ever Dreaming of our time together Your beauty haunts me, forever and ever In my dreams we are still together Forever and ever... Please let me sleep, forever - and ever

Praise my immaculate skin complexion Cherish these symmetrical features I maintain my poise on this pedestal If looks could kill, my charms would scatter faceless dead bodies everywhere Like an over-exposed medallion hanging around my neck, ostentation glitters Perfect visibility is an asset. I reach for its crown Disseminated black roses follow my every step A mirror's reflection is so soothing A stunning self-portrait reveals itself Immortalize this flawless creation Each step feels like a stroll on the red carpet Perfect visibility is an asset, a coronation Modesty can only reduce one's pride to ashes My chin points towards a grey sky: superiority I only look down on other beings: inferiority. Immaculate. The annihilation of every larvae would not sadden me Immaculate. My contempt for the living elevates my one true love to a higher rank Diminish a hero to embellish my dignity Perfect visibility is an asset, a crown held up high I will sit alone on my throne I will sit alone on my throne I will sit alone on my throne I will sit alone on my throne Secluded

Broken glass is the reason she'll remember my face now she is imprisoned in a land not for the weakened heart a land filled with miles of fire and the lamb dine on the priest you can't save her 62 reasons to remember my face this is my idea of beauty laid to rest beneath a blanket of leaves waiting for an angel to come save her from this burning paradise an indelicate display of lacerations across her body this is my idea of beauty you cant' save her

Let the blood spill, between my broken teeth The desert landscapes stretch on the infinite horizon Monotonous and wild Unchain the wrath, naked skin tries to stay closed Under the atrocious lashing sounds Step by step appear the lugubrious furrows Drawn by the born rivers Their streams dig again and again, corrode the ground Torturing the wide expanses The sky turns black, the surfaces become quivering The fleshy mountains like alive proudly rise Cut in their middle, pierced under the rock Opening the labyrinths of human thoughts Lacerated plains by barbaric passages Underground flows and plaintive whispers Floods and earthquakes Lightning strikes, traumatizes and signs the eternity with a forgotten name Beneath a blinding light A blinding light The ground separates, cut in several places The imprint of hostile elements is close to be made Break I clench my jaws and I bite as strong as I can I let the blood spill between my broken teeth Lava currents drown The fissures And spread the running disease Hidden under indelible scars Damages are made of a delicious disharmony Like a bow sliding at random on a out of tune violin Shapeless and devastating magmas search for the path of the surface Fighting hopeless not to be broken The desert landscapes stretch on the infinite horizon Monotonous and wild Unchain the wrath, naked skin tries to stay closed Under the atrocious lashes Lava currents drown The fissures And spread the running disease Hidden under indelible scars

Yes, autumn's here again to put all forms of life to an end Death has taken over and slowly fades the light away The deadly shadows fall and the bleeding sun sinks down below The first flakes of snow guide me on my last pathway Alive no more What once was green has turned to red Leaves start their fall Gray with the whiteness of what's dead The wintry frost comes crawling freezing all life that's on its way The first dead leaves come falling, hovering in the air with the rain I feel the flaming frost I feel the burning ice and snow for the first time since the night she was taken away Alive no more What once was green has turned to red Leaves lightly fall Gray with the whiteness of what's dead The wintry frost comes crawling ceasing all life that's on its way Dead frozen leaves come falling, hovering in the air with the rain 'hovering in the air' “And as the last leaf hovers down upon the ground, the end is at hand - I'll find the one I came looking for'" Alive no more What once was green has turned to red Leaves lightly fall Gray with the whiteness of what's dead The wintry frost comes crawling freezing all life that's on its way The last dead leaves come falling, hovering in the air with the rain The End of Life comes crawling ceasing my bleeding heart and now; The last dead leaf comes falling, hovering lightly down upon the ground 'upon the frozen ground'

[a. Anorganic Transmutogenesis (synthetic division)] Trust and you'll be trusted Says the liar to the fool Lust and so what if you're busted? In love and war there ain't no rules Do you believe in forever? I don't even believe in tomorrow The only things that last forever Are memories and sorrow Out of sight out of mind The motto of betrayal The prophets preach to forgive and forget I'm sorry, but I am unable [b. coitus interruptus] [c. I Know You're Fucking Someone Else] You went to L'amour Saturday night Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight His tongue down your throat His hand up your skirt Yeah I'm a man But it still hurts Slut Whore Cunt I know you're fucking someone else (He knows you're fucking someone else) And cum on your breath Inserted that diaphragm before you left Practicing freelance gynecology Where there's a womb there's a way With you it's for free Slut Whore Cunt I know you're fucking someone else (He knows you're fucking someone else) Done it before Time after time Refused to learn your lesson Gave 'til it hurt Thought it was right Only fools make mistakes twice So you sit home Drinking alone Empty bottle in your hand Don't even try To sort out the lies It's worse to try to understand You You make me hate myself I know you're fucking someone else (He knows you're fucking someone else) I know (He knows) I said I know (He said he knows) I know (He knows)