jacinda

Ok so I haven't wrote anything in awhile. Things have been crazy here. I have been looking for jobs mostly so that I can get out of this house! hahah. I live in a beautiful place and I am stuck inside all the time! yikes....anyway...the married life is crazy. I have done it once before but he and I was too young. I got married at 20 and had my first daughter a lil bit into being 21. I didn't have a life first before I tried to make a life with a family. If I could go back I would have waited longer but the "if I's" and "could have" could not change anything now. I am happier than I have been in a long time but I am still feeling that trapped feeling. I don't know how to get out of that feeling. I love my family. I think I need craziness to be happy but I really don't. I am just so confused and tired! Nighty night my friends! hugs to all!

-jenn