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Well... my account ends December 1st...
I am sad... but I really don't want to even risk the chance of getting hurt again... having chat friends is cool, but not worth the risk... so... this is my last entry... laterz
the_mad_monk:
You don't gamble and you have no chance of winning!!!

But whatever dude, have a good life!
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Hey Dudes smile and Dudetts love ...
This will be my last journal entry for a long time. Last night was the worst night of my life. I have known this girl through the internet since June of 2003, we got so close over that year and a half...
she ended our friendship last night...
I was crying all last night and still am this morning...
we...
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the_mad_monk:
I went thru that a couple of times man. You know what i realized is the internet isn't real life. you really shouldn't try and develop the same intimacy with an internet friend as you do with one in real life! Sure the internet is a good place to start a friendship, but you still need to hold a part of yourself back.

Same goes for this site. there are a lot of great people here. people who put you on their friend list because they want to get to know you, But there are also the one's who see it as a status symbol. I put you on my list because you a nice guy, one who i'd like to get to know. I'd hate to see you leave over one bad internet break-up, but in the end it's your choice. take care and be well!!!
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Wow, I have all of my favorite SG's on my friends list... plus a few more hotties and dudes! that is awesome! Too bad I had a bad day at work... it is a long story involving a female co-worker... but with just that info I am sure you can guess the jist of it... well... bye
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soda_pop:
I'm guessing next is world domination?
the_mad_monk:
you'll be ok,,,,I think!
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nyah biggrin
I was totally wrong about earlier today...
I was talking to the totally hot... well, I won't say her name out of respect for her privacy... but she was really in a bind and needed help. So, I offered to help her, but she didn't respond for an hour... so I thought maybe she didn't want my help. Well, it turns out she was...
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a little blue frown
if you only knew that which I've gone through...
happily helping helpess humans...
being so eager to help...
They think they can't trust that...
I only seek to selflessly help simply for the sake of serving such a sweet soul...
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and if that is not why one would deny my offer...
then could it be that one is scared to trust......
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Wow, I feel so lucky to have so many hotties on my friend's list! Hey, if you want to laugh, check out Lucky's journal... her poem totally cracked me up! but, yah... finally it is Sunday morning... I should get ready for the festivities... and, uh-oh, I am going to be late to church... laterz gators!
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Can't wait until tomorrow... hah, if I go to bed, it will come faster... so... oyasumi nasai! that means good night in Japanese (I kant spel korrectlie in any language)... laterz gators!
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devil_bitch:
Well I would first have to say that I didn't write it, Robert Smith did. But that is how feel about some stuff right now. Robert can always express how I feel. I am just venting.

I decided to watch scary movies with my friends Saturday night and Sunday I am just going to take some time to enjoy the holiday.
pixxy:
thanks. she is going to vancouver for 2 weeks
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Heh, wow, I got a letter from Stormy just now... she's so foxy! All the dudes at work make fun of me for using that term (foxy)... but, that is what she is. Anywho... yah, i thought that was really cool! but... it is 2am here in TEXAS... so I reckon this here cowboy ought ta hit the hay... laterz gatorz!
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andrea:
yes i did get the jacket, thank you so much smile
the_mad_monk:
Yeah standard weekend, since me and the ex broke up!!!
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Wow, I got a message from Malloreigh ... she didn't deny my friend request, she just put on auto decline. She seems really nice! Anywho, I just got an assignment, gotsta run!
the_mad_monk:
Well maybe it'll work out for ya!!! lots of luck with it!
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Wowee! Ren accepted my friend request too! I'm so happy!!! Nearly all of my favorite suicide girls are on my friend's list. Except for Malloreigh ... and Stormy... that would be so cool if Stormy accepted my request... though Malloreigh denied mine... oh well I guess. but yah... I have a major headache and have to wake up in 8 hours and counting to...
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the_mad_monk:
you Da man!!!
the_mad_monk:
Whats even scarer is the fact that these guys couldn't get a job at Mc Donalds!!!