jjay

I might sound like a lame motivational speaker but

I am as good as I want to be.

that feels great to say

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my entries of late are so happy-go-lucky.....its amazing what a lil change can do


Both good and bad.meh..I will enjoy it while it lasts

sometimes you stumble upon happiness....no matter how brief or fleeting it is there, for a moment

tut tut looks like rain

Nothing like Goonies and laundry in the morning.

I feel as though I have little to say these days, at least anything of worth.

I'm floating in inbetween spaces. CDs skipping. VCR on pause Waiting. But I'm starting to learn that you can't wait for things to happen. If you want change you need to jump on and ride.

What shall we do this weekend?

I think I'll go exploring in the rain today

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update

I'm wet and cold. I need to warm myself up. But I had a good day.

Thanks all for the birthday wishes. It was a small event in which I drank entirely too much.

Job hunting seems to be going well. I have an interview Sunday and I received another call back yesterday. I dont know if I really want either job but right now its all about the $$$. Saying that makes me feel cheap and terrible but I gots...
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book store, liquor store, bar, book store, liquor store, bar, book store, liquor store, bar

WELCOME TO SAN FRANCISCO BITCH!!!

Lets dance on rooftops and touch the moon, wake the neighbors. Fuck em'! This is livin. This is life. We've got fallen idols on rotation. The heavy serenade blaring in our eardrums. Tap dance on the edge and jump to the street with a beer and a smile. Face first, we'll feel nothing. And when they scrape us off the piss soaked pavement we will...
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well i'm here....

where are you?

outro

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we'll see whats happens

right now

three albums
sage francis- personal journals
stiff little fingers inflammable material
pinback- summer in abaddon

three books
battle royale
the zombie survival guide
common ground

three beers
green flash-belgian ale
ale smith-mortality stoute
stone brewery- Ruination

three movies
land of the dead
Nausica of the Valley of the Wind
Run Ronnie Run

three songs
Transmission-Joy Division
I dont rap in bumper stickers-Sole
What...
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motivation seems to come in waves in bursts...this journal thing doesnt seem to have the timing down with those kinda things....life is changing for me....its all about location location location....we shall see children, we shall see

wish me luck for the sake of it