Something I've been noticing lately: just about EVERY Blockbuster Video has gone out of business!!! Their movie rentals got so expensive while online delivery options give us better prices and more convenience. I definitely enjoy the convenience, however, I do miss the trips to the video store!!!
I miss going to the video store with my man and pick out movies, it was nice running into friends sometimes too. So many changes over the years and even the tiniest things can snowball into something huge, something you may not notice could be having this huge impact on you right now and you don't even realize it. That's how I feel about Blockbuster.
Most places to go and shop are more than 20 minutes away and being pregnant I just don't feel comfortable traveling too far when I'm alone. I would love to just go out shopping all by myself. There's a lot I need to start accomplishing regularly and I just don't. I get so tired! I sleep most of the night and the rest of the day I fight to stay awake. So to sum it up, my life feels so unproductive.
I can't pussyfoot around it anymore, I'm sad
and lonely
. Shawn is the only one I'm close to, now he has a full time job, I just sit at home and do nothing. I also have lil to no motivation when I feel as
sick
as I do sometimes. And trust me, there's nothing pretty about randomly
your cheesy fiesta potatoes right in the middle of Taco Bell! Now I'm hungry for cheesy fiesta potatoes! Well, I guess it's off to Taco Bell, all by myself. 

Most places to go and shop are more than 20 minutes away and being pregnant I just don't feel comfortable traveling too far when I'm alone. I would love to just go out shopping all by myself. There's a lot I need to start accomplishing regularly and I just don't. I get so tired! I sleep most of the night and the rest of the day I fight to stay awake. So to sum it up, my life feels so unproductive.
I can't pussyfoot around it anymore, I'm sad





