izumi

Today Sucked, i think shawn caught up with school and couldnt make it over tonight. which i totally understand. But my friends say they are gonna come by and fuckin completely blow me off and bail on me without saying a word. SO now i know its a dumb idea but im getting drunk trying to ignore feeling hurt again by my friends. hell who am i kidding, its not my friends its just stress and life lately. Ana's coming back bad latley im down to 110 lbs meh just.... MEH