I know that no one really reads my blogs, so I'm just writing because Im bored. Life has been so hectic lately. It's summer and I have not had a vacation. I feel like Ive got cabin fever. I wish I would have taken some classes this summer so I wouldnt be so f-in bored. But ya know. I had puppies this summer, 9 of them lil bastards. I only have one left, and shes a pain in my ass!
So, I would have loved to be able to turn in more sets to SG, but apparently Im a gay basher and therefore been banned from the all girls group! Which sucks because this experience was a lot of fun. I would turn in other sets, but no ones work is as good as Alissa Bs. Shes phenon....and she produced amazing photos of me. BUT........now, Im 5 months pregnant and expecting a baby boy. Which is scary as hell! So I think my photo taking career is over. I mean it's been over since November, because of some stupid comments that were taken out of proportion. Which I apologized for, but I'm still the SG black sheep. And thats okay with me. I think i have much more to worry about now. But I do want to thank Alissa B and Radeo for the awesome time and photos that came out of it all. But now Im going to end up fat and stretch-marky and I don't think photos are going to be a wise idea. I do hope that my figure will go back to somewhat normal because my ass needs to go back to the titty bar after all this to make the money I need to support the little one. It's going to be hard but it will be worth it, at least thats what they all say. Then trying to pile school on top of it all. But Im a strong person, and I, just like many of other women, can do it and it will all be okay. It's just the hormones....I just have to keep reminding myself of that. Pregnancy sucks. It's supposed to be something beautiful, but It's rotten! You don't ever feel good, and a bazillion things are always running thru your mind which are causes for a breakdown.
Well, I think Ive blabbed enough about nonsense. I don't know If ill be on here to update, but peace love n chicken grease!
So, I would have loved to be able to turn in more sets to SG, but apparently Im a gay basher and therefore been banned from the all girls group! Which sucks because this experience was a lot of fun. I would turn in other sets, but no ones work is as good as Alissa Bs. Shes phenon....and she produced amazing photos of me. BUT........now, Im 5 months pregnant and expecting a baby boy. Which is scary as hell! So I think my photo taking career is over. I mean it's been over since November, because of some stupid comments that were taken out of proportion. Which I apologized for, but I'm still the SG black sheep. And thats okay with me. I think i have much more to worry about now. But I do want to thank Alissa B and Radeo for the awesome time and photos that came out of it all. But now Im going to end up fat and stretch-marky and I don't think photos are going to be a wise idea. I do hope that my figure will go back to somewhat normal because my ass needs to go back to the titty bar after all this to make the money I need to support the little one. It's going to be hard but it will be worth it, at least thats what they all say. Then trying to pile school on top of it all. But Im a strong person, and I, just like many of other women, can do it and it will all be okay. It's just the hormones....I just have to keep reminding myself of that. Pregnancy sucks. It's supposed to be something beautiful, but It's rotten! You don't ever feel good, and a bazillion things are always running thru your mind which are causes for a breakdown.
Well, I think Ive blabbed enough about nonsense. I don't know If ill be on here to update, but peace love n chicken grease!
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As far as the photo career being over? I think your nuts! Your way to hot for that nonsense. Give it two months after that baby boy is here and you'll be good to go. Hell, even a set while pregnant wouldn't be bad. You know what they say about beauty being in the eye of the beholder and all that jibber jabber? Your beautiful dear. Don't give up. And don't give up on SG either. I came close recently but was pulled back from the brink from a few good members that sent me PM's.
I haven't had a vacation all year either but am going to New Orleans next month and Charleston SC in Jan. Can't fuckin' wait!
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