im not a sad, tortured person. im not. im not suicidal and i havent hurt myself for a very long time. but apparently im going inpatient because everyone around me thinks i am. it isnt that i dont want to die. i really do right now, even when i was a little kid i knew id never see 50. but i would never leave my...
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niobe:
I know these feelings all to well. 
*hugs*
*hugs* 
curioustomcat:
It is a matter of being stubborn and show the world!
i haven't held anything down for 12 days. i've slept about 13 hours in that time. i CAN NOT stop crying.
i'm falling apart.
i'm falling apart.
niobe:
*hugs*
*hugs* 
rory_b_bellows:
I wish i could put those pieces back together.
i want to update.
cursor is blinking.
i don't want a boyfriend but i'm so, so, SO tired of being alone.
i haven't lost anything but i still feel so completely crushed.
cursor is blinking.
i don't want a boyfriend but i'm so, so, SO tired of being alone.
i haven't lost anything but i still feel so completely crushed.
rory_b_bellows:
luvs you
Ugh. So now i remember why i don't drink soda. Bubbles are fun but god i feel awful.
On top of everything else...my computer was hacked. And there are now topless photographs of me floating all over the fucking internet. EVERYONE I KNOW got them. my professors saw them. my PARENTS got them, thankfully i got to my father before he saw them. Admittedly you...
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On top of everything else...my computer was hacked. And there are now topless photographs of me floating all over the fucking internet. EVERYONE I KNOW got them. my professors saw them. my PARENTS got them, thankfully i got to my father before he saw them. Admittedly you...
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meatpieboy:
Do please.
d_day:
Ohhhh.
And why did I not get any others?
And why did I not get any others?
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rory_b_bellows:
until???
rory_b_bellows:
Jesus! I wish there was something i could do to help.
i can't think. it's so fucked up right now.
i have no money. none. i can't buy groceries for my daughter. i can't pay rent next month. i don't know what i'm going to do.
the one person in the world that i thought would never give up on me left me at the airport last fall saying he had to go off and become...
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i have no money. none. i can't buy groceries for my daughter. i can't pay rent next month. i don't know what i'm going to do.
the one person in the world that i thought would never give up on me left me at the airport last fall saying he had to go off and become...
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cunninglinquist:
take a minute to take a deep breath and then work on one thing at a time, getting food for your daughter, then work on the rent.
prmfff:
sounds awful.
be strong, it will pass
be strong, it will pass
yanno what i just don't give a shit about
art. history.
DO NOT FUCKING CARE.
what i do care about is the fact that i dropped $300 on a textbook for this class, was assigned to read a chapter on prehistoric art, and was then tested on early american sculpture. test over chapter 1 == early american sculpture. WEIRD because the required text (and i...
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art. history.
DO NOT FUCKING CARE.
what i do care about is the fact that i dropped $300 on a textbook for this class, was assigned to read a chapter on prehistoric art, and was then tested on early american sculpture. test over chapter 1 == early american sculpture. WEIRD because the required text (and i...
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howdy2:
how big of a bank should we rob?
can you see the headlines - "Howdy & Luxt on FBI List"
can you see the headlines - "Howdy & Luxt on FBI List"
howdy2:
and I hope to god you're the naked one, not me 
YOU CAN GET MICROSCOPES ON AMAZON 
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ixxie_sparkle:
i love you guys 
turbulence:
happy birthday! 
i fail at updates. But i've been really, really busy.
i'm working on forgiving people. A lot of people. Some are easier than others...some are going to take years. But i'm ok with that. Eventually it will happen.
Until then, though. Die in a fire.
First day of bio lab. It's going to be a blast. then i get to leave here forever and never...
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i'm working on forgiving people. A lot of people. Some are easier than others...some are going to take years. But i'm ok with that. Eventually it will happen.
Until then, though. Die in a fire.
First day of bio lab. It's going to be a blast. then i get to leave here forever and never...
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curioustomcat:
A good angle is to wimply judge deeds instead of people 
makes it easier to forgive people and still stay weary of their deeds...
makes it easier to forgive people and still stay weary of their deeds...
howdy2:
Didn't that mythical being Jesus say to hate the sin, but not the sinner? I've never been very good at it either.
Nor at updates. So we seem to be twins of a sort.
Nor at updates. So we seem to be twins of a sort.
i should probably like...ACTUALLY update.
Well. i moved out of my ex's house. He's scary as hell. He owes me about 10 grand that i'll never see again because he'll never be worth that much, ever. i swear that man grows another 6 feet when he's angry. And he's always angry. Always. For the last year he didn't let me leave the house unescorted...meaning my...
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Well. i moved out of my ex's house. He's scary as hell. He owes me about 10 grand that i'll never see again because he'll never be worth that much, ever. i swear that man grows another 6 feet when he's angry. And he's always angry. Always. For the last year he didn't let me leave the house unescorted...meaning my...
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meatpieboy:
Doing okay. Had an argument with a certain important someone. It was no fun.
curioustomcat:
How did you like the song itself? Wouldn't it make a great last will?
It might be a good idea to have one's testament as a song...
It might be a good idea to have one's testament as a song...