ivorygirl

i totally neglect this diary for my iam one, and i really shouldn't because lots of people on iam know me in real life, and i find it hard to let myself say anything i want on there. it used to be my outlet, and truth of the matter is, i miss being able to say whatever the fuck i want and not having to face the repercussions of it in my everyday life. my life is kind of fucked right now--mostly by my own doing. i'd be fine if i had any kind of willpower and could say no to boys who give compliments, boys with tattoos, and boys with cocaine.