I figured it out. I need to go back to school to get medical training. Then apply my knowledge to helping people in some of the poorest parts of the world. That would actually make me feel like I was doing something.
spritely:
Go for it. You have to stop thinking of ideas and just go for one. This one sounds like something you might like, but then again you HATE germs. You just need to go do something. I was happy to hear your good news btw.
nickilove:
Thanks for the sweet comment, sir