I think what would make me the happiest would be simply becoming transient. Just dropping off the grid completely. No job, no credit cards, no bills, no address, no bank accounts, nothing. The only things I'd need would be a backpack with some clothes, cash, and a passport because I'm sure as hell not going to be transient in America. Maybe I'm just really sick of this country. That probably has a lot to do with it. It pretty much all comes down to being girlfriend-less and really friend-less in general. Which isn't really accurate because I have friends, I just have no one to hang out with.
spritely:
What did you use? I used Loreal starry black. Same thing I always use. Did you leave it in for 25 min? You have light hair. It certainly shouldn't wash out!