I guess I should update this. Well, the girl I spoke of last post never called me back, thus we never got together. I don't consider it a major loss. I did however meet up with another girl last weekend down in Hampton, NH. I thought it went rather well, she seems like an awesome person. If we do hang out again I don't think it would progress anything past friendship. She's almost 30, which doesn't bother me in the slightest but, my plans for sticking around here in New England past January/February are very tentative. So I'm kind of hesitant to start a relationship when I know I probably won't be sticking around. Long distance relationships SUCK.
Last night headed up to the Old Port with ch3ster and some co-workers of his. Hit up a couple different bars, good times all around. Would have been better if neither of us had to worry about driving home but, that's what we get for living where public transit is non-existent. I did come to the conclusion that as much as I'd like to be really promiscuous and an arrogant asshole, it just isn't me. It never will be. Plus I'm not the kind of guy that a girl would look at and think "he's hot", so that's a big strike towards my promiscuity. I'm just not a guy that's cut out for sleeping around, I guess I'm more cut out for the marathon of a relationship instead of the sprint of a one-night stand. My stamina is amazing
But all that shit is out the window when ch3ster and I tear up Vegas in a few months 
Last night headed up to the Old Port with ch3ster and some co-workers of his. Hit up a couple different bars, good times all around. Would have been better if neither of us had to worry about driving home but, that's what we get for living where public transit is non-existent. I did come to the conclusion that as much as I'd like to be really promiscuous and an arrogant asshole, it just isn't me. It never will be. Plus I'm not the kind of guy that a girl would look at and think "he's hot", so that's a big strike towards my promiscuity. I'm just not a guy that's cut out for sleeping around, I guess I'm more cut out for the marathon of a relationship instead of the sprint of a one-night stand. My stamina is amazing
But all that shit is out the window when ch3ster and I tear up Vegas in a few months
Everything is discouraging.
people ask for numbers, but they won't call.
If you meet someone in a bar, they're only going to be interested in you if you fuck them. and thats tricky either way
If you won't go home with them, you don't hear from them again
If you do it to them they don't talk to you again either OR they want to spend every moment with you and start this awesome whirlwind "relationship" with you that will be very dramatic and tragic because in reality you never really knew them anyway, but the thrill of having some attention and someone to pretend to care drags you in.
whew. I know you can't tell this but i was very excited and angry for a moment and typing really fast.