Monday May 26, 2008

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I'm burnt out from living with Ganstaswan's brother. Yesterday he was playing a video game and got pissed. So, he threw his controller, a bowl of noodles, the TV remote at the TV, and this ceramic dish thing at the wall. Well, the dish made a hole in the wall. It's about 1x4". The TV remote came apart and the battery cover broke. He's always breaking stuff and I'm done with it. I keep my stuff out of the common areas because of thise crap. One of us is moving. I prefer that it be him, but I've started at looking at places. I don't know if I want to stay in OC or move to LA. I can work at different offices in the region. Anyone need a roommate?
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redvillain:
that sucks
koleeta:
I know I'm going to be fine eventually. I know things are changing. I just don't know how they are going to chnge or what i am supposed to do. Usually when this kind of thing happens I know why I'm feeling shitty, either because of a breakup, or job related stress, or family issues, I usually know. This time I don't. I don't know if it's all these things at once or maybe it's none of the above. As a side effect I'm pulling away from friends because I find myself getting irritated and I don't want to be mean to them. It's not that they did anything wrong, I just get annoyed for no reason. I'd rather they wonder where I went than have them all think I'm a jerk. I also don't want to have to try to hold it in or act like nothing bothers me.

So I guess, I know I'm going through change. I'm finishing up a phase of my life and need to move on to the next, but so far I can't make any changes. I've reached a stalemate.

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