i'm not sure what sparked it....well a few little things....and the fact that my ex won't stop calling and that i just feel so damn lonely (which rationally i shouldn't feel too lonely since i am being social and all)....i am really fucking depressed right now. the pain is sinking in. i feel like there really isn't anyone who REALLY cares for me. I don't...
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itzjusme:
btw...i did go out tonight....i went to a party....waiting felt like shit though....thus the entry...
kosomot:
glad you did. Have a good 4th of july 
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kosomot:
have a good weekend
deathhippie:
whoa I agree, hottie hottie.. I need to go look through the last few days of stuff..
Thanks for the kind words btw. Grr to the man.
Thanks for the kind words btw. Grr to the man.
what's the fucking point?
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tomahto:
cookies. duh.
friedbanana:
Beats me, dude.
I have moved so many loads of shit over to my new apartment. HOW DO I OWN SO MUCH CRAP? I guess it's because I moved out on my own when I was a junior in high school. It gave me years to just become a pack rat on my own. BUT...since I've moved so many times since I've been on my own...I've become really...
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v0rge:
i care pretty. i really do!
unite105:
yay for moving! I'll be moving in about a month and a half, sooner if my parents find a house, I really don't want to have to move twice in the space of two months, thats gonna suckk. I'm glad your socializing more, its way good for you to be around people that you like. and of course, the 105, we all love you and care about you.
Here is my second installment of pictures from my birthday. These are pictures from the bar on my birthday....I didn't take very many being that I was drunk....but I am a picture whore (not that i like being in them...but i love them in general...so i'm sharing them---for all of them look in my pics section)....I went to pick them up yesterday...I took them with...
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leena1:
i wish you'd show your figure off more.... cuz you're soo gorgeous!!
i wish you'd show your figure off more.... cuz you're soo gorgeous!! 
emjmd:
Hey there sweetie. Hope you're feeling better today. Only one more day and then a long weekend. 
Hope it's a great one for you.
Love ya. *hugs*
Hope it's a great one for you.
Love ya. *hugs*
I went to SFO tonight with tommythecat to visit a friend. Afterwards, I went to the bar to visit another friend. Too lazy to go into detail...I don't think much happened that deserves a journal entry...but nothing bad happened so that was good. But I love being with my friends.
By the way...all of you fine folks who are my friends please welcome my good...
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By the way...all of you fine folks who are my friends please welcome my good...
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some_crazeh_dood:
and did the birthday girls wish come true?
emjmd:
I hope that the sub job will lead to something permanent for you. 
So I just went to see Atomic Mint play at Dana Street and meet up with some friends. I brought my brother(15) because I knew he was not able to do much because he was in the group home a lot and he was out for a while (with my mom).
At the shop this girl...the girl my ex cheated on me with came up...
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At the shop this girl...the girl my ex cheated on me with came up...
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arsenic:
awww!! Thank you sweetie! That just made me feel so much better.. I heart you!
That just made me feel so much better.. I heart you! 
I got this from unite andsmuffy's journal....why the hell not....
it gets rid of the nonsense in my last journal....
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you...
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it gets rid of the nonsense in my last journal....
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you...
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alicetrip:
1. Who are you? sara
2. Are we friends? i like to think so
3. When and how did we meet? you found me lady
4. Do you have a crush on me? nope
5. Would you kiss me? only if you asked nicely
6. Describe me in one word. awesome
7. What was your first impression? yey! she like AIC!
8. Do you still think that way about me now?yuppers
9. What reminds you of me? the AIC sun
10. If you could give me anything what would it be? a hug
11. How well do you know me? enough i think
12. When's the last time you saw me? never
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? nope
14. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you? yes i am
2. Are we friends? i like to think so
3. When and how did we meet? you found me lady
4. Do you have a crush on me? nope
5. Would you kiss me? only if you asked nicely
6. Describe me in one word. awesome
7. What was your first impression? yey! she like AIC!
8. Do you still think that way about me now?yuppers
9. What reminds you of me? the AIC sun
10. If you could give me anything what would it be? a hug
11. How well do you know me? enough i think
12. When's the last time you saw me? never
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? nope
14. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you? yes i am
v0rge:
1. Wayne
2. I hope
3. Just on here.
4. Who the hell doesnt
5. Hell yeah
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What a cool girl, and she understands me!!!!
8. Why yes I do
9. I laugh every time i ask who it is and they say "It's just me"
10. A hug and a kiss!!!!
11. I understand you
12. Never.
13. I think I can tell you just about anything.
14. Why yes I will.
2. I hope
3. Just on here.
4. Who the hell doesnt
5. Hell yeah
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What a cool girl, and she understands me!!!!
8. Why yes I do
9. I laugh every time i ask who it is and they say "It's just me"
10. A hug and a kiss!!!!
11. I understand you
12. Never.
13. I think I can tell you just about anything.
14. Why yes I will.
I've been going to the bar a lot lately. most nights actually...(I'm not drunk though-I was driving) I go to the bar so much actually that I got in and I don't need to say what i want anymore and i get shit for free...haha...well that is cool with me...anyways i am moving and i won't be too close to here anymore so i won't...
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aikaterine:
It will feel good once you get used to it..being single that is. And it will make a good relationship seem that much better
smuffy:
I understand sweetie. I'm glad you told me what was up.
Keep in touch. You are always welcome in my journal.
Keep in touch. You are always welcome in my journal.
itzjusme:
new apartment july
FUCK YES. I just got the keys to an awesome new studio apartment in san mateo/burlingame...12 minutes to school and in a nice neighborhood...the landlord is a sweetheart and she is letting me move my shit in weeks early for free.
I started work today and I love my job. The kids are adorable. The co-workers are awesome.
The rent is a lot...but I am...
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I started work today and I love my job. The kids are adorable. The co-workers are awesome.
The rent is a lot...but I am...
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philz:
good to hear. i knew things would turn out good for you! maybe you'll believe me now
and for no reason at all...
and for no reason at all...
deathhippie:
See! I knew if you just kicked life in the balls it would see it your way!!
blah blah blah
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jmax:
me too. 