I just spilled ajax and I said "uh oh!" in a way that i do if a kid spills milk at the place i work...what has happened to me? what has happened to my "FUCK" or "DAMN IT" or "SHIT"....instead i freakin am so close to baby talk it's sick.... 
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deathhippie:
Lauren I think you are awesome. Keep working the uphill trudge. Don't slip and fall like myself. A long time and a lot of pain, but I know you can get through it.
emjmd:
Hey sweet heart. Love the pics, glad to see ya smile! 
I think you are doing great, don't get discouraged.
You can rant any time you want.
Love ya. *hugs*
I think you are doing great, don't get discouraged.
You can rant any time you want.
Love ya.
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updating=effort
meh
dammit
so tired
i want to talk to you...but i am tired....i have been running around like crazy...next week i have a 40 hour work week and have to finish cleaning the old apt to get my deposit back....and this weekend i am trying to stay social as well....but i have to drive far to do it...now...
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meh
dammit
so tired
i want to talk to you...but i am tired....i have been running around like crazy...next week i have a 40 hour work week and have to finish cleaning the old apt to get my deposit back....and this weekend i am trying to stay social as well....but i have to drive far to do it...now...
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1aura1:
good luck!
deathhippie:
I hate to say it, but you look sooooo fucking stoned in the first pic. I know you are just tired though. Rest up, and glad to hear you don't give up. You will get there because your... Grrrreeeat!
I so love tony the tiger.
Maybe I will dress up like him one day and walk down the street cheering people up.
I so love tony the tiger.
Maybe I will dress up like him one day and walk down the street cheering people up.
HEY FUCKERS 
I'm back. I moved in weds....My new apartment is sooo cute...I still have a lot of crap to do with my old apartment to clean it up and shit... and also I have to haul out my patio shit(i have no patio here 
but it's much nicer here overall)...(i am far from friends though-)anyways...i love it...fullsized fridge...nice bath and 10 minutes from work...12...
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I'm back. I moved in weds....My new apartment is sooo cute...I still have a lot of crap to do with my old apartment to clean it up and shit... and also I have to haul out my patio shit(i have no patio here but it's much nicer here overall)...(i am far from friends though-)anyways...i love it...fullsized fridge...nice bath and 10 minutes from work...12... Read More
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iyce:
Hey girlie
That's good your job is going great. When it's like that, it's more easier to go everyday
That's good your job is going great. When it's like that, it's more easier to go everyday
1aura1:
have fun!
I have dial-up...and my phone gets turned off tonight (midnight i think) so I can turn on a new one at my new place...not sure when I will have time to move my computer over to my new place...so leave me some nice messages...mmmkay? hopefully I will be back really soon. MOVING IS HECTIC AS ALL HELL. I am so tired. I want to curl...
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ejh:
i fucking hate moving. and i hate the fact we didn't get to hang when i was down that way. we need to fix that! 
mschrista:
come back soon miss you
come back soon miss you OK. I feel like going fucking haywire. 
I AM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE BREAKING SOMETHING. I just spent sooooo long writing....and then it got fucked up....dammit....
i really came to some good conclusions about what has happened to me in my past too. fuck the world. seriously. i don't have time for this bullshit. i have to go to work.
I AM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE BREAKING SOMETHING. I just spent sooooo long writing....and then it got fucked up....dammit....
i really came to some good conclusions about what has happened to me in my past too. fuck the world. seriously. i don't have time for this bullshit. i have to go to work.
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deathhippie:
I think she is becoming a pirate.. 
At least I hope she is.
Hope you have a better day at work though.
At least I hope she is.
Hope you have a better day at work though.
1aura1:
smash a plate it'll make you feel better.
MOVING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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friedbanana:
Good luck!
friedbanana105:
as in moving your residence? or do you mean any kind of movement at all? talk about lazy!
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thearcanecircle:
looks like you had a lot of fun
arsenic:
I heart you! 
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friedbanana105:
so glad the job's going well.
abracapocus:
awww...it's a little dalmatian 
sounds like the job's going well for you, no?
sounds like the job's going well for you, no?ok...polly wants an update she gets an update... finally got some more hours since my fingerprints went through working at the daycare center/ preschool. I love my job. The kids are adorable...screaming, accidents and all. I couldn't ask for a better bunch of kids and co-workers. I worked today, and thurs and fri too. So...less SG for me...BUT whateva....I need structure anyways. I am...
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smuffy:
When he calls you what causes you to actually pick up the phone and talk to him?
some_crazeh_dood:
hey tiger, how are things going for ya?
OK....Just got home....went out last night and tonight...sorry it took so long to update...looks like I confused people. 
....I went to SFO with tommythecat and 3 other friends to meet some other friends for the 4th of July...we went to the beach and lit fireworks and such....we also went to a friends house...I just got back...it's what? 4:40am? anyways....it was a fun night...I have been...
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....I went to SFO with tommythecat and 3 other friends to meet some other friends for the 4th of July...we went to the beach and lit fireworks and such....we also went to a friends house...I just got back...it's what? 4:40am? anyways....it was a fun night...I have been... Read More
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gravesforthedays:
Nice pics!
Sounds like you had a great time, I do enjoy time spent with good friends
Sounds like you had a great time, I do enjoy time spent with good friends
polly:
we want an update! we want an update!
bleh...went out tonight.....more later.... 
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deathhippie:
no sad faces for you!! just smiley, gigglie faces!!
Rwwr!!
Rwwr!!
Felt better that I said it for you