my older sister works for a 2 year college in new jersey as some sort of director or something or other or dean of some sort. regardless, she tells me tonight that she has this great student that is transfering to the same school that i will be going to next month and she wants us to be friends. at first i was ecstatic when she told me. but now i kind of feel pressured. what if he and i dont get along? what if i think he's a dick? what if we dont have anything in common? it all feels too forced and i still have at least a month before i meet the guy. i dont like having all kinds of time to sit around and stew over things. now i'm going to sit around and think of all kinds of scenarios where things could go quite badly and i'll end up not liking him before i even meet him. *sigh* why do i have to be such a weirdo?
on a side note i think i'm getting carpul tunnel in my right wrist. so it's probably not such a good idea for me to be online now. but, alas.... i have nothing else to do. i'll just have to try and forget the growing ache in my wrist.
on a side note i think i'm getting carpul tunnel in my right wrist. so it's probably not such a good idea for me to be online now. but, alas.... i have nothing else to do. i'll just have to try and forget the growing ache in my wrist.