work today was totaly shitty, but almost as soon as i left a got the best phone call ever. it was the manager of the suncoast movie store i applied at last week telling me that i got the floor manager job. 
i was shaking i was so excited. but then i thought about how 99.12% of my friends are at my current job 40 miles aaway from me. i almost feel as though i'm going to be cutting them off by taking this job. i know that i'll still see them and talk to them, but it wont be as often. and i wonder that if i'm not working with them then we wont have anything to talk about anymore. i'm probably just being paranoid.
i was such a hipocrite on tuesday and that kind of bothers me a bit. my 15 year old cousin called my sister to ask if she would sign for my cousin to get both of her nipples pierced. my sister figured that because i have mine done and my best friend had her's done (until they got infected last year and she's been on meds since) that i'd be the perfect person to talk her out of it. thankfully my cousin didnt know that i had mine done otherwise the conversation would have been a lot different. but i still felt really bad after i hung up. basically i just told her about my friends experiance and tried to not sound like my mom. i'm only 21... i shouldnt have to be the one to say no. i'm just afraid of her becoming a little whore. she's already well on her way. at 14 my sister had to take her to planned parenthood to get her on birth control. she's 'gotten busy' with more girls than i care to think about and even more boys than all of the girls at school have combined. the last thing she needs is an excuse to show off her pubescent tits. i'm just waiting for the night where she calls me drunk from a party wanting me to pick her up. *sigh* she's having more fun than i am and i'm jealous.
i was shaking i was so excited. but then i thought about how 99.12% of my friends are at my current job 40 miles aaway from me. i almost feel as though i'm going to be cutting them off by taking this job. i know that i'll still see them and talk to them, but it wont be as often. and i wonder that if i'm not working with them then we wont have anything to talk about anymore. i'm probably just being paranoid.
i was such a hipocrite on tuesday and that kind of bothers me a bit. my 15 year old cousin called my sister to ask if she would sign for my cousin to get both of her nipples pierced. my sister figured that because i have mine done and my best friend had her's done (until they got infected last year and she's been on meds since) that i'd be the perfect person to talk her out of it. thankfully my cousin didnt know that i had mine done otherwise the conversation would have been a lot different. but i still felt really bad after i hung up. basically i just told her about my friends experiance and tried to not sound like my mom. i'm only 21... i shouldnt have to be the one to say no. i'm just afraid of her becoming a little whore. she's already well on her way. at 14 my sister had to take her to planned parenthood to get her on birth control. she's 'gotten busy' with more girls than i care to think about and even more boys than all of the girls at school have combined. the last thing she needs is an excuse to show off her pubescent tits. i'm just waiting for the night where she calls me drunk from a party wanting me to pick her up. *sigh* she's having more fun than i am and i'm jealous.
Hope work is better since last week.....