its_weaselle

hmmmm....i got a little project that i thought i would be easy. and a big project that i thought would be more difficult in a time consuming way. well here it's the opposite. the little project is really pissin me off. grrrrrr. dumb! dumb! but anyways, i finally got some decent sleep last night! i have to get the painting i'm working on plus another one done REAL soon. i'm aiming for the end of this week, and then a few days for it to dry enough to transport. these are the paintings that were supposed to be done at the beginning of october....LOL. i'm sooo fucking retarded. the first half of the month sucked though. had the one year anniversary of my sisters death. and then my deceased brother's birthday was the day BEFORE mine. so its been many years since i've had an actual nice birthday. but i made it through and stuff. just stressful and i'm emotionally retarded well back to work for me!