Thanks so much for your comment, and the music info! Will check it out.
Its a similar situation for me, as I use my ability to make people laugh (big headed?) to try and fill a hole in myself. It seems to work, but makes the times when im alone even worse.
I know that feeling. I do the same, if I have the energy, as I enjoy making people laugh. But it exausts me at the same time, and the pleasure of making others happy for a brief time is short lived. I'm alone most of the time at the moment, so I can imagine you know what that's like.
Its a similar situation for me, as I use my ability to make people laugh (big headed?) to try and fill a hole in myself. It seems to work, but makes the times when im alone even worse.
I know that feeling. I do the same, if I have the energy, as I enjoy making people laugh. But it exausts me at the same time, and the pleasure of making others happy for a brief time is short lived. I'm alone most of the time at the moment, so I can imagine you know what that's like.
Hope you've had a good Boxing Day.