ithras

Another day, another monotonous existence of switching between watching TV, playing WoW, and surfing the net (ie going to the same 5 webpages with nothing new on 'em). I'm slowly realizing that there's not much to what I do besides working in order to keep up with existing. sleeping off and on for about 10 hours, and sitting around for the other 8, waiting to...
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Again with the staring of the screen. So stressed that I just can't quit smoking even when I try wholeheartedly. I have no desire and it tastes awful when I do, but when I stop I'm overwhelmed quickly. Stopped for a week then smoked a record two packs over the past weekend. My mind isn't tired, but my body is exhausted.

Eh, who'm I kidding?...
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Too much time on my hands is apparently not a good thing. I'm utterly bored and as fucking restless as ever.

I can't think of anything good at the moment and I've stared at the computer screen for far too many hours. My side of this open relationship has met with, well, negative success. If nothing else I'm more frustrated lately than I've been in...
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My creativity is slowly seeping back as I regenerate my long lost love of music.

I had forgotten how much I utterly adore Music period. I don't know how I lost sight of it and maybe I just needed to be away from it to realize how much I need it.

For whatever reason I started searching around the web for music and tabs and...
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So it's been a while since I posted a journal, figured it'd be about time to for whatever reason.

Not too much going on, while Sphynx is in Atlanta, I've just been chilling out, playing Zelda and Bomberman on the Wii and waiting for fucking UPS to show up with my 360 that has been out in transit for over 12 hours for deliver now....
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Well I've found out first hand that pepper spray is the most painful thing I have EVER come across in my life...wish they would have just shot us with an EMT on hand or something instead.

I started Academy today...quite boring orientation and the books they gave us over Georgia Laws and Regulations turned out to be obsolete as of 30 minutes before they handed them out. So I now have a free book over last year's Laws and Regulations...kinda cool I think.

It has me starting to worry and yet in a state of ecstacy. I keep worrying what would...
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So training has started. Somehow I've found myself getting ready to start the Georgia Police Academy down here in Savannah next week. It's been so long but seems like a heartbeat since I nervously turned in that application back in June. I'm one of 26 or so people out of over 180 that were at the first exam. I really can't believe I've made it...
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So yeah, going on 24 as of next month, still working in a warehouse, still no formal post secondary education. Keep trudging through pushing myself to get to this point where it all makes sense, I never have to see a warehouse again and I make tons of money....I think I need more caffienne....fucking work

One contact down the drain later and viola! Can't raid on WoW cause it started making me sick...really need to get an updated perscription as it's been almost a year since my last one expired...go figure, the one time I had money I kept forgetting to do it and now I have vision insurance but don't want to go use it. I swear I'm nuts...
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