Another day, another monotonous existence of switching between watching TV, playing WoW, and surfing the net (ie going to the same 5 webpages with nothing new on 'em). I'm slowly realizing that there's not much to what I do besides working in order to keep up with existing. sleeping off and on for about 10 hours, and sitting around for the other 8, waiting to go back to work.
I've also decided to pretty much throw in my side of the towel for this open relationship thing. Never been good with meeting new people, especially women, and it continually shows itself. Thus far I've been called every name in the book on the off-chance that I try to just get a date, and I talk myself out of going to the bars every chance I've gotten because I just figure I'd sit and drink and nothing else. It's not like I'm ugly or anything even as much as I kid that I am. I guess there's just way more open minded guys and almost 0 open minded women that are available. She's had no problems having other one-nighters and relationships, which I don't begrudge her for at all, but it seems like it's pretty impossible for my end of the deal.
Just feeling useless and void lately. Dunno what to do.
I've also decided to pretty much throw in my side of the towel for this open relationship thing. Never been good with meeting new people, especially women, and it continually shows itself. Thus far I've been called every name in the book on the off-chance that I try to just get a date, and I talk myself out of going to the bars every chance I've gotten because I just figure I'd sit and drink and nothing else. It's not like I'm ugly or anything even as much as I kid that I am. I guess there's just way more open minded guys and almost 0 open minded women that are available. She's had no problems having other one-nighters and relationships, which I don't begrudge her for at all, but it seems like it's pretty impossible for my end of the deal.
Just feeling useless and void lately. Dunno what to do.