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Well so much for my Happy-Go Lucky Goodie Days. It's amazing how just one person can piss u off to the extent of u almost going for his throat. AARRRGGG. this person maybe bigger and much stronger but i've seen him fight and i know for a fact i'm faster than he is.

Any ho, i'll be sure to take pic's tomorrow of the range....
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Well I had fun breaking my back this morning. I had the lovely "opertunity" to get to help push a freaken HMMVW around. Thats right there ladies, push not drive. So after a good hour of pushing a HMMWV around in my battle raddle( thats BDU, helmet, vest, and ruck sack with some good wieght to it). I got pic's but the didn't come out...
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u know i should thank all how read these entries of mine. cause i know i've been an unbearable depressed shit these past few months. Well in good news i've been doning better these past few days and i finally got my self a camera so now ya'll be able to see what i do and all, should be fun. in other news everthing has...
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Sorry that i haven't updated in awhile. I had to go out to the field one last time, and this time blow like all the others. We left knewing it was going to rain the whole time out there and guess what... it rained the whole time out there. Well at least that was the last time i'm going out there. I am atleast happy...
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I've got nothing much to really say, i'm going to be out from tuesday to saturday morning. Yup thats right kids I'm going back to the field and this is my last time to go before i'm gone. Other than that some of the things are going better than expected. well kids have fun and hope to hear from ya'll soon. Laters...

Well i think in my last update i said i was thro with drinking, sorry everyone i lied. I don't like lieing to poeple i really don't, and i don't like always having to hide my feelings from them. I hate it all right now, having to hide everything from them, not telling them at all about how i feel. I',m going to tell ya'll...
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Well i've had a horrible Easter 4day weekend and sadly I know it's just going to get worse here in a few days. My life is just sucking right about now. After the events which traspired here on saturday i think i'm going to stop my drinking untill i come back after my deployment. Everything is getting worse here by the day for me. I...
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Well sorry, i'm not really going to tell ya'll about what a happened the other nite/moring. I have learned that ppl from New Jersey are quick to judge other ppl. But thats just a small lesson for ya'll. On a gleammer note i'm thinking of getting a tattoo finally. I go into detail about that too later on in life. For all of ya'll who...
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Drunken rant #3 i think. To top of today i'm even more pissed off, mored drunk than i was last, but theres something else. I'm unhappy as hell , but even now when i go outside i feel something. to tell the true i haven't been happy in a very long time. Doing what i do i've learned to kind of "Mask" my feeling to...
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Drunk rant #2: i'M IN A super pissed off-drunk m ood right now. what more can i say, i'm getting fucked with everything i try and do. the whole worlds against me thing, ya it kind of ounds like that thing. I'm pissed off, now frustrated, moody, drunk, almost got arrested by MP's;(MP stands for Military Polices). I feel like shit, i'm hating everything right...
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Well, all is not good in the world. I have alot of shit that needs to be done and i just got back from the field. So at the moment i'm craving for a really hot shower. any ho i guess things suck for me over here. how are things for ya'll?