Some days it's all I can do to keep from letting the car drift over the center line into oncoming traffic.
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akirali:
Yeah. I'm trying not to think about it and build it up too much in my head though
akirali:
Plan? I have a plan?
It's hard to believe that I haven't posted a new journal in almost three weeks. I spent weeks putting the last real one together so can you blame me for wanting to get a little bit more mileage out of it? Worked out pretty well though. I might try doing another one of those sometime down the road.
I see that almost nobody got who...
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hatefulerin:
Sure, Tawnya's the weirdo.
hatefulerin:
A long time ago in the past couple days, or in general?
If in general, we have the common interests of Satan and horror movies, which is hard to ignore.
If in general, we have the common interests of Satan and horror movies, which is hard to ignore.
So I have a moment and I thought I'd recount my vacation so far, that way it's not one huge entry when I get back. As it is it's going to be pretty long on its own. You'll have to forgive any typos since I'm using a Mac which is kinda like Baby's-First-Computer.
Day One
Train is nice. Took some getting used to at first...
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Train is nice. Took some getting used to at first...
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gory:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Or, I swear I'll fuckin pound you (REAL hard in the arm too!)!!
Let's just say, when I am around, and you are around...
Let's catch up...Sound good??
(Besides, I REALLY need your incredible sense of sheer self absorbed hate that you spew so wryly...It makes me smile... )
Until then...
Or, I swear I'll fuckin pound you (REAL hard in the arm too!)!!
Let's just say, when I am around, and you are around...
Let's catch up...Sound good??
(Besides, I REALLY need your incredible sense of sheer self absorbed hate that you spew so wryly...It makes me smile...
)
Until then...
jovanka:
Oh man, have you heard about Boll's latest stunt? He wants to box 5 critics in a ring! I threw in my hat but he sadly won't fight a girl. Chicken shit.
Bear with me, trying something new. Oh yeah, what do you think of the new pic? Not too self indulgent, I hope.
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desdenova:
Look at all those pulsating hearts. Seems like the new picture is a hit.
sydni:
*adds more pink*
I like. I like.
the pose is slightly emo, but I can deal with it.
I like. I like.
the pose is slightly emo, but I can deal with it.
So I got back from Skinny Puppy's performance at the Showbox of couple of hours ago. I'll just go ahead and officially christen my tradition of giving a post-show recap right here and now with this, my rundown of the highlights and lowlights.
Opening the show was Chris Vrenna's (Nine Inch Nails) side project Tweaker, an amalgam of not quite industrial, not...
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enzo525:
Yeah, I got it. 
tawnya:
I bet you say that to all the girls
Mitch Hedberg last night was great. I kind of wish I hadn't bought his CD before the show, however. That's my advice to anyone going to see any popular comedian: If you buy their CD, wait a year or so before seeing them live. Totally serious here, folks. I felt like I paid $35 to see last night what I paid $14 for three weeks...
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null:
Thank you. It does mean something to me. Part of why I'm speaking up is because other people feel this way but won't speak.
null:
I always play on many levels. I like the group and love the people. However, when I see several members that I love dearly leaving for reasons surrounding this, I can't in good conscience stay quiet. How many members lost can be acceptable? I think we've gone way over that limit.
Well, much to my perpetual annoyance, it's been almost two weeks since E3 and it's still finding new ways of pissing me off. I read that Katie and Shera were both there promoting some game. Of course I didn't see them, no big surprise there. But when I mentioned it to highmonkey later he nonchalantly tossed off, "Oh yeah, I saw them." I tell ya,...
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mrdeity:
If you need a ride. I can give you one. 
mistersatan:
Thank you, Matt.
Got back from E3 last night, and while it wasnt exactly a blast and it didnt do a whole lot to improve my opinion of video games, I was impressed with the LA experience in general. Sure the place is dirty as hell and ungodly polluted, thats old news, but on the whole I found the people are almost universally polite. Even more so than...
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vikprez:
It's not just the permits, it is just so cheaper to do everything in Canada, so they go to Vancouver instead of Seattle
samling:
woo, then good thing i put that pic up!! lol
I've never been in love. Let me qualify that last statement, there were a few times where I thought that's what it was only to realize that it was just an unhealthy infatuation. Even these occasions left me feeling bitter, angry, embarrassed and otherwise emotionally depleted.
And as with all matters of the heart, the lesson never sticks. I've lately seen that I'm headed down...
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mrdeity:
I can relate.
rickroyal:
Hmm. I suspect that I've never been in love because I've never had my heart broken. What I mean to say is, though I've loved all of my partners, I've never loved them more than I loved myself, so, when the relationship ended or disolved, I did not feel the loss that I so often hear about. I've often wondered if my having not experienced that is somehow limiting.
It's good that you recognize your weaknesses, as that's, of course, the first step to overcoming them. The next step is trying to figure out why you "wear your heart on your sleeve" and try to elevate people. When you figure out the why (i.e. the fundamental need you're fulfilling within yourself by doing these things) you'll be able to find new ways of fulfilling that need.
It always puzzles me when people are attracted to psychically damaged people, as that's something that usually drives me away.
If this new person fits into your heartache pattern, avoid her. There are other women. Even if she's one in a million, that means there's two-hundred and fifty in this country like her. Surely one of them won't break your heart.
At any rate, good luck with whatever you do.
It's good that you recognize your weaknesses, as that's, of course, the first step to overcoming them. The next step is trying to figure out why you "wear your heart on your sleeve" and try to elevate people. When you figure out the why (i.e. the fundamental need you're fulfilling within yourself by doing these things) you'll be able to find new ways of fulfilling that need.
It always puzzles me when people are attracted to psychically damaged people, as that's something that usually drives me away.
If this new person fits into your heartache pattern, avoid her. There are other women. Even if she's one in a million, that means there's two-hundred and fifty in this country like her. Surely one of them won't break your heart.
At any rate, good luck with whatever you do.
i'm sorry i missed it and her and you! i have been super caught up. i'm sure you were super suave! - unless you borrowed your roommates voice disguiser, then you probably did embarrass yourself