Bear with me, trying something new. Oh yeah, what do you think of the new pic? Not too self indulgent, I hope.
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So I got back from Skinny Puppy's performance at the Showbox of couple of hours ago. I'll just go ahead and officially christen my tradition of giving a post-show recap right here and now with this, my rundown of the highlights and lowlights.
Opening the show was Chris Vrenna's (Nine Inch Nails) side project Tweaker, an amalgam of not quite industrial, not...
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Opening the show was Chris Vrenna's (Nine Inch Nails) side project Tweaker, an amalgam of not quite industrial, not...
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enzo525:
Yeah, I got it. 
tawnya:
I bet you say that to all the girls 
Mitch Hedberg last night was great. I kind of wish I hadn't bought his CD before the show, however. That's my advice to anyone going to see any popular comedian: If you buy their CD, wait a year or so before seeing them live. Totally serious here, folks. I felt like I paid $35 to see last night what I paid $14 for three weeks...
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null:
Thank you. It does mean something to me. Part of why I'm speaking up is because other people feel this way but won't speak.
null:
I always play on many levels. I like the group and love the people. However, when I see several members that I love dearly leaving for reasons surrounding this, I can't in good conscience stay quiet. How many members lost can be acceptable? I think we've gone way over that limit.
Well, much to my perpetual annoyance, it's been almost two weeks since E3 and it's still finding new ways of pissing me off. I read that Katie and Shera were both there promoting some game. Of course I didn't see them, no big surprise there. But when I mentioned it to highmonkey later he nonchalantly tossed off, "Oh yeah, I saw them." I tell ya,...
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mrdeity:
If you need a ride. I can give you one. 
mistersatan:
Thank you, Matt.
Got back from E3 last night, and while it wasnt exactly a blast and it didnt do a whole lot to improve my opinion of video games, I was impressed with the LA experience in general. Sure the place is dirty as hell and ungodly polluted, thats old news, but on the whole I found the people are almost universally polite. Even more so than...
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vikprez:
It's not just the permits, it is just so cheaper to do everything in Canada, so they go to Vancouver instead of Seattle
samling:
woo, then good thing i put that pic up!! lol
I've never been in love. Let me qualify that last statement, there were a few times where I thought that's what it was only to realize that it was just an unhealthy infatuation. Even these occasions left me feeling bitter, angry, embarrassed and otherwise emotionally depleted.
And as with all matters of the heart, the lesson never sticks. I've lately seen that I'm headed down...
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And as with all matters of the heart, the lesson never sticks. I've lately seen that I'm headed down...
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mrdeity:
I can relate.
rickroyal:
Hmm. I suspect that I've never been in love because I've never had my heart broken. What I mean to say is, though I've loved all of my partners, I've never loved them more than I loved myself, so, when the relationship ended or disolved, I did not feel the loss that I so often hear about. I've often wondered if my having not experienced that is somehow limiting.
It's good that you recognize your weaknesses, as that's, of course, the first step to overcoming them. The next step is trying to figure out why you "wear your heart on your sleeve" and try to elevate people. When you figure out the why (i.e. the fundamental need you're fulfilling within yourself by doing these things) you'll be able to find new ways of fulfilling that need.
It always puzzles me when people are attracted to psychically damaged people, as that's something that usually drives me away.
If this new person fits into your heartache pattern, avoid her. There are other women. Even if she's one in a million, that means there's two-hundred and fifty in this country like her. Surely one of them won't break your heart.
At any rate, good luck with whatever you do.
It's good that you recognize your weaknesses, as that's, of course, the first step to overcoming them. The next step is trying to figure out why you "wear your heart on your sleeve" and try to elevate people. When you figure out the why (i.e. the fundamental need you're fulfilling within yourself by doing these things) you'll be able to find new ways of fulfilling that need.
It always puzzles me when people are attracted to psychically damaged people, as that's something that usually drives me away.
If this new person fits into your heartache pattern, avoid her. There are other women. Even if she's one in a million, that means there's two-hundred and fifty in this country like her. Surely one of them won't break your heart.
At any rate, good luck with whatever you do.
So the SG Seattle kids put on a pretty mean barbecue, as I found out Saturday night. And though I don't drink and I ain't no social butterfly by any account, I had fun. I made some more friends there and hopefully dispelled once and for all that rumor that I'm a cannibalistic serial killer.
I goaded MisterSatan into writing a testimonial for me. My...
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I goaded MisterSatan into writing a testimonial for me. My...
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mrdeity:
But its cinnamony good!!
mistersatan:
I do, thank you.
I'm presently writing this while I'm supposed to be at work. Ideally, I'd like to be writing it while I'm at work, but we can't all be as cool as MisterSatan I guess. 
This morning, my manager insisted on saddling me with a second person. It's Friday and dead, I said "no thanks" but she went ahead and made the call anyway. As an incentive...
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This morning, my manager insisted on saddling me with a second person. It's Friday and dead, I said "no thanks" but she went ahead and made the call anyway. As an incentive...
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xatreyux:
OHHH wait your that one guy that didnt talk a lot like shane and you had a red shirt on and if i recall your name is Matt I remember you now that i look through my photos im sorry hun
I remember you now that i look through my photos im sorry hun
mistersatan:
No- no, you cannot be as cool as me. Sorry, but that position has been filled.
Serious stuff first:
It's strange to see a friendship that has endured more than a decade suddenly disintegrate. I'll fill you in: I've been friends with these three for about ten years and within the past several months their friendship has been gradually unravelling. Now several months may not seem very sudden, but when you consider that they've been friends for more than ten years...
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It's strange to see a friendship that has endured more than a decade suddenly disintegrate. I'll fill you in: I've been friends with these three for about ten years and within the past several months their friendship has been gradually unravelling. Now several months may not seem very sudden, but when you consider that they've been friends for more than ten years...
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xatreyux:
My name is Matt and I have the personality of a potted plant. And not even a cool potted plant either, like a venus flytrap. No, I'm more like scotch moss or a mold sample.
that totally made me laugh. you rock my socks
jumpinjackshit:
Just wanted to commend you on your name. That's a good'n.
Love that movie.
"Nine killed her, nine shall die, nine eternities in doom!"
Love that movie.
"Nine killed her, nine shall die, nine eternities in doom!"
I was very disappointed with Kill Bill 2. It was, as advertised, the installment with all of the "story", which I thought would have been great since the reason for my indifference on the first installment was its very lack of story. I won't ruin anything for you, but I'll just say that the plot manages to be simple and convoluted at the same time....
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callxmexmorbid:
Thanks for you comment on the set that I did for jenni rae!! glad you liked it
SHANE HELLMUTH
SHANE HELLMUTH 
ooomermaidooo:
You went to "Shock Value" grrrrrr. I went to get my tickets Sunday morning because I was being a slacker. They weren't there anymore. He is the reason I act. He is one of my idols. He is so witty, charming, just amazing!
I watched what was unequivocally the creepiest act of sheer desperation when I went over to my friend's house the other night and watched him get hit on playing Final Fantasy online. What may be even worse was that he was baiting the lonely losers so that we could make fun of them. Okay I'll it admit it, it was fun. Now his I'm the...
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poprocks:
i've been wickedbusy, i tried to get down to kareoke on Tuesday, but just couldn't nut up. but i should be there next week.
peace
peace
poprocks:
yeah, i think it's gonna be Johnny Depp
That parasitic cunt stood me up again! If that weren't enough, the help I was promised was allocated to another site. That was the last goddamn straw.
I feel like I might be coming down with something. My stomach is gripped in a paroxysm of discomfort and I'm having waves of nausea and tremors. I suspect that more nearer the truth is that my anxiety...
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I feel like I might be coming down with something. My stomach is gripped in a paroxysm of discomfort and I'm having waves of nausea and tremors. I suspect that more nearer the truth is that my anxiety...
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akirali:
hehehe, "casually indifferent to everything"? I actually would consider that high praise too.
blacula:
You can only count on yourself for the things you need.
BTW, next time you coverse with the parasite, end the conversation with:
C U Next Tuesday!
BTW, next time you coverse with the parasite, end the conversation with:
C U Next Tuesday!
I like. I like.
the pose is slightly emo, but I can deal with it.