Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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been absent lately - sorry 'bout that. my computer's on the fritz, i've got a new job, and 'the house of leaves' has sucked me into its labyrinthian pages. scary, scary book. but despite all this, i promise to get back to ya'll soon!
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druj:
House of leaves huh? Hmmm.. sounds good. I'll have to read it. I haven't read a good book in so long.
maddy:
i really want to read that...so i am guessing that it is good and i should?

Thursday Jan 01, 2004

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uh god please take my soul.

so here i am at 9:51pm and i am still very much hung over - sixteen hours after the torrent of alcohol ceased and the drugs wore off and i fell down for the last time…

but i’m getting ahead of myself.

i spent yesterday afternoon getting ready for the celebration, shopping and running errands. i was very happy...
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samantha:
ohh... ouch!
charcoal suplements are my god... you can get them at health food stores, and they're very helpful if you remember to take them before you pass out.
happy new year!
rxqueen:
happy new year!

Monday Dec 29, 2003

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woo.

been busy hunting for a new job that emphatically does not suck my soul out. that means that all my time is really booked; i haven't seen my friends at all since x-mas. my current job pays well, but is rather pointless and menial. so i'm on the hunt, and very motivted to find employment that actually MATTERS. i don't think convention planning really...
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adrenalynne:
happy new year!

and good luck finding a new job.
lucky7:
Happy New Year!!! Take a day off from finding a job & chill with some good friends! Its what this time of year is all about

Friday Dec 26, 2003

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my my my.

i'm pleasantly surprised to find that there are more than a few nice people around. thanks to everyone who has sent me such kind messages - i appreciate it.

ok: today.

taking a day to r e l a x ! after this past month of work i deserve it. just playing with my website, watching movies ('the ruling class right now'...
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arachnequarius:
bowie totally blisses me out. rise & fall indeed. hope you have a delicious night out!
caz:
Tequila bad!
Bowie Good!
Happy new Year darling kiss

Wednesday Dec 24, 2003

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so my dad actually got things right for once and thought up a christmas present (although i still don't know why he does the christmas thing - we're both total atheists...) that i can really use: a big gift certificate to cheap joe's art supply. i know, sounds sketchy, but it's just a big warehouse of art supplies. they have a pretty thorough selection and...
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linz:
buckle, my ass..try oklahoma..
dementia_____:
Holy Jesus! Such a short while, and SUCH an accumulation!!!!!!
I think you may have broken a record!

Tuesday Dec 23, 2003

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addendum to yesterday's rant.

you know, i just realized that the most genderfree community i was ever apart from was almost entirely peopled with gay men. it was when i was in college, in my dance department. all the guys were SO protective of me once they figured out i was straight. they found out that i had quite a history of dating psychos, so...
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rxqueen:
awww smile
thats awesome! you gotta find them again and maybe they can have a talk with those guys who are bothering you?
rosalyn:
Aww that's great they looked beyond that you were a little different than them. I'm not sure the cutting thing is good though, but it's a nice gesture. wink

Monday Dec 22, 2003

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not too long ago i grabbed a bite to eat at the clarks up in evanston with my friend lauren before going to see the film pieces of april. a gaggle of guys sitting at another table kept staring and sniggering at me over their meals, making very audible catcalls, suggestions, and sexual comments to the effect that i was gay and should leave the...
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samantha:
oh wow. look at you. you have such interesting taste.
and being mistaken for something that you're not sucks. people always think i'm innocent/naive and from this they conclude that i'm weak, dumb and hyper-sensitive. needless to say, i have to take alot of machismo bullshit. even though it's not bad to be innocent, and sometimes i wish i were, it's very insulting.
take solace in that you probably have a much better sex life than those assholes do.
flux:
hi, you seemed terribly intelligent and interesting, so i friended you back without talking to you first. i never do that. consider yourself intriguing! biggrin

Monday Dec 22, 2003

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ok.

new here, just saying hi to everyone.

more soon.

xo
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jennlynn:
Welcome, this is a lot of fun!
dementia_____:
Ahoy Lad.
Talk first, add later.
I work like this.
Hope that ok.
xo~D