lately been draggin ass... i am sort of just being lazzzeee... my allergies are actin up ... (but i am gettin interested in paintin)..i feel like i am a crossroads or somethin...i am like questioning things..
And still i march forward, ... fuckin riskin it. this month has been good to me.. and i would love to see it get better. I need more, i want more.. and i don't intend to apologize or slow down for anyone... because it serves no one, if i do that . I have to shine as bright as i want to... of course sometimes i like to hide... but i have my reasons why. All i need is some chica or chicas to understand me... and I will do more to return the favor. I will make great things happen for those who assist and are there for me. No question

Life is like so full of surprises.. I'm tellin ya ... i am attractin what i need and more .. sometimes i don't know what to say to these opportunities. But keep them comin.
I have been drawin a new face.. this girl has some quality that i cannot define... i just know she is having me shine brighter than i have shined before. I like how i feel around her sometimes, and others.. i feel i need to focus on wht i want. i don't even know how to adress it, we need to talk about it somehow, or just show some trust and emotion. All i know is that we both shine.. bright.... it scares me,throws my health off, excites me, inspires me... hell i am always ineterested in what will happen next. I am just gnna keep following my intuitive nature and see where it leads,... so i can learn to harness this energy between us. and maybe create someting for the both of us... something we both want. But for now i am jus gnna sketch this beauty... and create the miracles... evryone can use.
i will post somethin.. maybe this week... just a local customer... who really loves my stff.