Soulful mixin n scracthin accelerates thier LOVE
Silently,
He smiles to himself,
As he thinks of her,
Sitting alone in her kitchen,
Sipping coffee.
She thinks of him too,
But little does he know it.
Shamefully,
Both pass each other every day,
Without passing on the knowledge,
Of their inwardly turned love.
Time and time again it happens,
For who has the courage to say...
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Silently,
He smiles to himself,
As he thinks of her,
Sitting alone in her kitchen,
Sipping coffee.
She thinks of him too,
But little does he know it.
Shamefully,
Both pass each other every day,
Without passing on the knowledge,
Of their inwardly turned love.
Time and time again it happens,
For who has the courage to say...
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elaine:
hey 
mutantbaby1:
YO! reactivate your account dude!
damn somone loves me...its been a roller coaster of 11 weeks.. but thank you whoever reactivatede my acct... Love ya lots
My weekend was awesome!! It was a double-Fire of energizing music,and drawing ... both passionate/playful!! Evryone there was great!! i got to witness & appreciate th sense of adventure of the evening. LOVE was ever present , ... I appreciate evryones generosity and enthusiasm....
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My weekend was awesome!! It was a double-Fire of energizing music,and drawing ... both passionate/playful!! Evryone there was great!! i got to witness & appreciate th sense of adventure of the evening. LOVE was ever present , ... I appreciate evryones generosity and enthusiasm....
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ish369:
it was awesome just reconnecting wth that girl.... that i love... sometimes i just dont know what to do wth her... 
ish369:
damn i missed this site
oh what a trip,... THis Is LIFE....LOVE showed up, & keeps showing up everywhere... which was good while it lasted, even wth the girl i like, she is like so effin cute n difficult. But i think the hardest thing was to realize, more n more... that she wasn't for me... what a fuckin let down. i just lookin for something tht wasnt there ......
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ish369:
these last few days have been a freakin rollercoater.. thank god to be startin over ... in 2010.... Gnna Pop Lok n Drop it!! gnna Rooock Wit It!! Rooock Wit It!! Rooock Wit It!! Shinin LOVE, brightly, beautifully ... i have lots planned to move me forward in life... wth my art, my music, my love ... then Rooock Wit It!! LOVE showin up, & keep it showing up everywhere... Money, great Health, cute ass girls, gnna take successful action in my career opportiunities: Unleashin my Deejaying, my Graphic arts/3D Design, Being the Transformational Zen Buddhist...
ish369:
gotta do what i do.... mind my own .. business.. i dunno how i got into this.. situtaion..... well.. i am movin on.. i sometimes don't know.. what chicks are thinkin... i wish they would just talk straight,.. then evrything ... would flow better ... there's a reason.. why i stay away from certain.. i am just gnna do things differently... just avoid the drama girls... like just completely avoid... so i can have some peace of mind.. and get what i want... without the bullshit . good lord... just when i was startin to trust someone.... freakin unbelievable... i need my space and focus
She is one of many that i attract, but This Girl i like, her So seductive skills are legendary with a sensuality that is more deadly than any golden gun. A killer innocent smile with hypnotic mesmerizing eyes, she draws my very soul to the brink of my Deejaying melodic orgasm. She is worth more than the entire gold population on this planet. She is...
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ish369:
the way she makes me feel, is awesome... i am up to big things... i am makin headway wth.. my art..i like how it's changing ... so much has unraveled... performance & power is defenitely... showing up... Love has taken me thru up and above .. the clouds, keep the adventure lively with beautifully cute curvy angels, in my life l ... i am in the state of apreciation... so much is at stake... so i maintain the simple happy pleasures to see me thru this all.. i just realized .. that i need to get back on track .. love that girl (alot, & she knows i do).. but me first babe... i have lots planned..in the coming months ... e
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ish369:
Missss ya soo much!!! i am just not feeling like doin much. But i am tryin, flirting comes easy, and i get the attention i want, but it's not the same. I know You are just as scared as i am , but all i know is tht " i" like ya, even LOve ya... i am gnna give ya the room ya need to see that we were made for each other... Damn i wanna kiss ya girl.
Been thru soo much ups n downs.. i just knnow i have ta remain .. true to myself.... Love that girl.. but we'll see. Right now i am finsihing up my finals, and rockin out to some tastee 80's tunes, remixes and import singles.. LOOOOVE IT!!
Maybe gettin ready to deejay on New Year's Eve.. we'll see... but all i know is that i think of ya, and i know you miss me ... just as much as i miss You.
Been thru soo much ups n downs.. i just knnow i have ta remain .. true to myself.... Love that girl.. but we'll see. Right now i am finsihing up my finals, and rockin out to some tastee 80's tunes, remixes and import singles.. LOOOOVE IT!!
Maybe gettin ready to deejay on New Year's Eve.. we'll see... but all i know is that i think of ya, and i know you miss me ... just as much as i miss You.
i just have to vent or communicate: I am kinda fed up wiith things are goin, fuckin had enough ... and i am gnna experiment/play with askin, requesting boldly, puttin my ass on the line... iam gnna just unleash what i have been holding back... because i want to impress that certain girl. I am just tired.. i am gnna be myself... I am gnna...
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klaine:
Hey!!!
Thanks for the add!!
Mua Mua
Thanks for the add!!
Mua Mua
ish369:
I Rocked & Deejayed that event, It was hard, and they loved it!!! And nowi am healin from all the stress, slowin down, and still creating LOVE in the face of uncertainty. I am letting go of it all, so i can heal, and excepting whatever love shows up for me. Whatever cutee shows up,(in the space of being LOVE) & If she loves me , i will deal with myself, & give in. In spite of the uncertainty of it all. I will move forward and except this LOVE, because i want it. Also So i can move forward
If ya Wanna get Dowwwwn
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Category: Music
Music to Lift Your Soul
Sometimes it seems like there's nothing that can lift that shadow weighing on your Soul, especially when there's people reminding ya of how bad things are, -- until you hear that perfect bad ass song. Whether it's the lyrics n rhyme, beat, melody, or tune, or combination of all, the...
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Current mood: awake
Category: Music
Music to Lift Your Soul
Sometimes it seems like there's nothing that can lift that shadow weighing on your Soul, especially when there's people reminding ya of how bad things are, -- until you hear that perfect bad ass song. Whether it's the lyrics n rhyme, beat, melody, or tune, or combination of all, the...
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squee:
I'm not suprised, they're really awesome! Thank you so much for offering to draw me, you have no idea how much I'd love that! 
ish369:
It's just amazin how LOVE keeps showin up for me...
Love, is always calling for me ... to RISK it... fuck it!!! I guess i must... whatever i choose and whatever happens.... it's all...
just to stay in the flow of Love.....
i have huge plans, and Love helps me get there faster , effortlessly..
i think i should just maybe look elsewhere, but " I WILL REMAIN OPEN", even if my doubts are running rampant... but she just interests me so much , nothin more ... somethin real about her, and that's what is So damn sexy.. but .. oh well, there are other chicas, .... it's quite efortlessly coming to me..... i just don't want the drama , don't need it, don't want it.
... just findin something real.. is the challenge... i'm sorting thru ... I thought, i had found her ... but i won't rush it either... the opportunities will keep coming to me, to be happy with that cutee, she'll make it happen, she'll fight for me. As well as other blessings: financialy abundance$$$, health, also building a deliciously compassionate loving partnership with a girl, building empowwering wealth, health,LOVE= trust, & happiness. Just something i know i want & what she will want to create also...
i am shining bright enough.... having all the LOVE come my way, consistently... i"m gnna apppreciate it all.. & not be so damn finicky.... appreciate it all dammit. LOVE.. in the face of it all... LOVE keeps generatin the miracles i need and more...delicious opportunities in Art, Music, LOVE
love love love love
Love, is always calling for me ... to RISK it... fuck it!!! I guess i must... whatever i choose and whatever happens.... it's all...
just to stay in the flow of Love.....
i have huge plans, and Love helps me get there faster , effortlessly..
i think i should just maybe look elsewhere, but " I WILL REMAIN OPEN", even if my doubts are running rampant... but she just interests me so much , nothin more ... somethin real about her, and that's what is So damn sexy.. but .. oh well, there are other chicas, .... it's quite efortlessly coming to me..... i just don't want the drama , don't need it, don't want it.
... just findin something real.. is the challenge... i'm sorting thru ... I thought, i had found her ... but i won't rush it either... the opportunities will keep coming to me, to be happy with that cutee, she'll make it happen, she'll fight for me. As well as other blessings: financialy abundance$$$, health, also building a deliciously compassionate loving partnership with a girl, building empowwering wealth, health,LOVE= trust, & happiness. Just something i know i want & what she will want to create also...
i am shining bright enough.... having all the LOVE come my way, consistently... i"m gnna apppreciate it all.. & not be so damn finicky.... appreciate it all dammit. LOVE.. in the face of it all... LOVE keeps generatin the miracles i need and more...delicious opportunities in Art, Music, LOVE
love love love love
ish369:
here's a close up of her , i took my time sketchin,cuz i ahve soo many pending...But she's awesome enough to hook me up with a local club, so i can show my awesome Deejay skills... which i am soo thankful for.
squee:
Beautiful!
Been doin lots of things that'll move me 4ward, DOIN WHAT I LOVE ... Been drawing a lot, practicing my 3D, ... been... and creatin my life ... regardless ... i'm gnna just move forward.. wth no bullshit get between me, and what "i" want in life... cuz ultimately... it's my life, my choices, and no one else's .. i love what i do:my music/DJ,...
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ish369:
yeah ... i get all introspective and shit.. cuz it's whut i do.... and i applly it at the best of my ability
After everything i have been thru... i've learned a coupple of things... and still learnin... i don't want to stop educating myself... even when i'm being a brat. I still want to learn s much as i can...
There's is no limit, only we get to say.. how we limit ourselves or we liberate ourselves , to have the miraculous manifests itself in our lives, we do it accidentally,sometimes, & we quickly forget.... how we made it happen.... we have millions upon millions of options, in this life, ....ifffff we just look for them.... just notice .... how much we can create, with our words, our ideas, ... it's exactly what expands our world.. to shape the world or communities into the world we want to live in. In spite of life's unpredicatble obstacles. It's a very optimistic way of looking at things... and it is also one of many ways to keep moving.. where others stop( ahh too bad)... because of all thier accumalated past (we all, as human beings, collect:all the memories of where things didn't work out as we wanted them to, & then automatically turns pple into resigned human beings)
Instead we can practice someting else... to free us of all , of that confining way of being.... we can keep creating... the LOVE( if U choose to )... in our lives.. which is an abstraction for many, it goes against thier resignation, or all thier evidence, of bad circumstances or thwarted intentions ......they've/we've accumilated thru the years.. because... all they've/we've see is... where they have no love....always looking for what we don't have.... which is a childish thing we all do. y... it's just the pitfalls we fall into .. dammit.
Just Look .... for the love.. for what calls to you .... in th everythingness that , you/I/we do.
In spite of the circumstances.... or as others like to say.. "the challenges" ... and we have plenty right now.
i am just gettin on the court,& playin the game of life... so i can triumph over my obstacles, as everyone else is , ... cuz i need to, i want to. And it's what inspires others too... also ... to live out their dreams.
It's what we all want dammit!!!
After everything i have been thru... i've learned a coupple of things... and still learnin... i don't want to stop educating myself... even when i'm being a brat. I still want to learn s much as i can...
There's is no limit, only we get to say.. how we limit ourselves or we liberate ourselves , to have the miraculous manifests itself in our lives, we do it accidentally,sometimes, & we quickly forget.... how we made it happen.... we have millions upon millions of options, in this life, ....ifffff we just look for them.... just notice .... how much we can create, with our words, our ideas, ... it's exactly what expands our world.. to shape the world or communities into the world we want to live in. In spite of life's unpredicatble obstacles. It's a very optimistic way of looking at things... and it is also one of many ways to keep moving.. where others stop( ahh too bad)... because of all thier accumalated past (we all, as human beings, collect:all the memories of where things didn't work out as we wanted them to, & then automatically turns pple into resigned human beings)
Instead we can practice someting else... to free us of all , of that confining way of being.... we can keep creating... the LOVE( if U choose to )... in our lives.. which is an abstraction for many, it goes against thier resignation, or all thier evidence, of bad circumstances or thwarted intentions ......they've/we've accumilated thru the years.. because... all they've/we've see is... where they have no love....always looking for what we don't have.... which is a childish thing we all do. y... it's just the pitfalls we fall into .. dammit.
Just Look .... for the love.. for what calls to you .... in th everythingness that , you/I/we do.
In spite of the circumstances.... or as others like to say.. "the challenges" ... and we have plenty right now.
i am just gettin on the court,& playin the game of life... so i can triumph over my obstacles, as everyone else is , ... cuz i need to, i want to. And it's what inspires others too... also ... to live out their dreams.
It's what we all want dammit!!!
ish369:
ahh love... we all need it... what it does for me.. and how it makes me do the impossible..... the magical ...
This one chica ... that shines above all the other beauties....... which i never expected to like her, but i guess, i 'm comfortable with just being friends , i just loved talkin and joking with her .... she just brightens my day up... ... ...i just like being around her vibrant energy ... i shine when she talks & smiles at me... or just visits with me... she's soo damn cute. ... and she looks so damn good in them jeans... i would be her personal slave(more than just housecleaning, ...LOL)... if she'd have me... just for one day.... or more
But "I" gots!!! ta stay focused on my Animation n Graphic Design degree,.... evrything else will fall into place...
This one chica ... that shines above all the other beauties....... which i never expected to like her, but i guess, i 'm comfortable with just being friends , i just loved talkin and joking with her .... she just brightens my day up... ... ...i just like being around her vibrant energy ... i shine when she talks & smiles at me... or just visits with me... she's soo damn cute. ... and she looks so damn good in them jeans... i would be her personal slave(more than just housecleaning, ...LOL)... if she'd have me... just for one day.... or more
But "I" gots!!! ta stay focused on my Animation n Graphic Design degree,.... evrything else will fall into place...
i doon't know how i am gnna do it.. but i must create the miraculous .. this weeeknd.. LOve Freedom, n Passion... free from any constraints of the past...
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ish369:
ah well. i lovethe adventure.... i just have to keep makin stff happen for me . keep creatin what i want.. regardless... it's what i do best. Creatin the miracles to arise for me.. even in the face of circumstances. I always do... i am that lucky...
mutantbaby1:
RIP-Michael Jackson 1958-2009
grlgoddess9:
It's a cool chiba... love, love, love
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