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Where is my mind?

I'm pillmatic.

A life in retrospect. I'm a living retrospective. A dying introspective.

Everything is not as it has been. It is good. It is bad. The beginning is coming to an end. Some have been lost. Others gained. The importance of oneself is questioned and reaffirmed.

I'm thinking.

Let's skip the whole dodgy overtone and get down to what's really there.
I am happy. I am...
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I'm working on getting into the University of Illinois at Chicago. I have a few things to take care of, but it shouldn't take too long before I can get there. I'm looking forward to living in Chicago. As far as a major goes... I have no idea. They have a decent Criminal Justice program, but it that what I really want to do?

Time...
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I'm starting to wonder why as of recently, I've been very disoriented. I've felt drugged. Out of body, really. I'm not sure. But I have an idea.

I, however, am happy. Content.

But would love nothing more than to feel a bit of control.

I need a title for my book. And I'm looking to my dear friends for suggestions.


The premise: It's a story based on truth. The main character's ex girlfriend is leaving her husband. He and his friend help her by giving her and her homeless mother (who also has cancer) a ride to California. Meanwhile, he still loves her. Think demented Little Miss Sunshine.


The...
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I'd do anything for you. Everything for you. I'd go to the ends of the earth. I'd go beyond. Do I leave a bad taste?

I've always been me. I always will be me. But coming for me after years will never be forgiven. It's now or never. Because you gave me nothing. And now it's all I've got. None of you have given me...
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The only paragraph I'll show you. It happens to be the first.

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What am I doing here?

I must have asked myself this question at least a hundred times today.

I try to find an answer as I stare out at the endless fields of frosted grass or former crops, I suppose.
What's the difference if you don't grow them?
The hood of the...
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Those who seek others beliefs and strive for what they are told will possess the Earth. But those that seek their own peace and strive for their own heart will possess all that is beyond the Earth.

Purity. I need purity.

I'm in my own. World. Mind. Love. I am content. I am elsewhere. I am in me. In us. At peace.

I will possess...
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All is well in the land of lost youth. We still breathe. We still smile. Maybe the youth isn't as lost as we thought. We still laughed. Had our moments. We'll see eachother across the line. And all will be.

Our love for love is not enough anymore. It used to keep us dry on the rainy nights... wet on the dry ones. A shade...
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