ironstein

Man ... yesterday was a rough ride on this non-smoking express. For the first time since I gave up, I really wanted a smoke. Put up quite a struggle and even scoured the house to see if I had any pouches of tobacco hidden(forgotten about) anywhere. Ended up putting on a nicotine patch which seemed to soothe the beast - good in one way as I know that if I went out and bought a pack of smokes, I would end up being that poor prick on the new adds, but I was still pandering to a "psychological" addiction.

Need to find me a way to deal with fraustration, or the stress caused thereby.