ironmog

900 miles in 12 hours.

I think I was trying to outrun the pain.

I didn't. It followed me, and was just waiting to pounce once I got here.

I just started crying the minute I was alone and had a chance to realize I was here and no longer with her.

I didn't want to come back. I wanted to stay with her. But she was done, she wouldn't even consider the possibility of working things out.

For whatever I did to her, I'm sorry. Or didn't do. I hope she forgives me one day.

Alone.

Forever now.

I'm not sure I ever want to chance feeling like this again.

-JC