I am lost and adrift, wishing to spend my time in a dream world that does not truly exist. I dream and hope, wistfully sticking to ideals and fantasy. My world turns to motions and moving as if caught on a calm sea, wind tugging the sails.
Then reality, like a squall, rears its head. Boat dashed on the rocks, heart broken and sundered to useless pieces. My nightmare replaces the dream. I am alone. Forever.
Will those visions, those hopes, ever come to anything? Or have I seen my future in the bleak and darkness?
The nights are cold, and my sleep fleeting. It will be a long hell.
Even the darkness must be faced alone. I can't and won't take other with me. None of them have the time for me.
-JC
Then reality, like a squall, rears its head. Boat dashed on the rocks, heart broken and sundered to useless pieces. My nightmare replaces the dream. I am alone. Forever.
Will those visions, those hopes, ever come to anything? Or have I seen my future in the bleak and darkness?
The nights are cold, and my sleep fleeting. It will be a long hell.
Even the darkness must be faced alone. I can't and won't take other with me. None of them have the time for me.
-JC
soulsetfire:
How ironic this is now.