Huh, been too idle for too long it seems. I let myself brood and go quiet. This tends to never speak to any good happening.
Still rocking the school thing. Computer Concepts and Apps is in danger of boring me into a near fail grade just due to lethargy. I did however kick ass at my Programming final. Perfect on the test, A in the class. Booyah. My accounting teacher has told me that I need to get a different test from everyone else, apparently I kicked too much ass on the first one and need harder ones. I've managed to fail twice at talking to the ladies. Amazing even for my standards. At least the crew that hangs out in The Corner seems to have accepted me as one of their own finally.
I am in no way content. I dislike the world around me and wish to exchange it for a different one. I have some money, I should take a trip. But I have no idea where I'd go.
I need someone to talk to tonight. There's things that need let out, but I have no outlet. I'm simply sitting and swallowing them back down. My stomach hurts.
I am putting off homework. I just don't want to do it. I don't want to do anything right now. I want to just curl up in bed and not move again. Maybe fall asleep and not wake up. Find some wonderful dream world, a place where I can be better, happier.
Lethargy overcomes me.
-JC
Still rocking the school thing. Computer Concepts and Apps is in danger of boring me into a near fail grade just due to lethargy. I did however kick ass at my Programming final. Perfect on the test, A in the class. Booyah. My accounting teacher has told me that I need to get a different test from everyone else, apparently I kicked too much ass on the first one and need harder ones. I've managed to fail twice at talking to the ladies. Amazing even for my standards. At least the crew that hangs out in The Corner seems to have accepted me as one of their own finally.
I am in no way content. I dislike the world around me and wish to exchange it for a different one. I have some money, I should take a trip. But I have no idea where I'd go.
I need someone to talk to tonight. There's things that need let out, but I have no outlet. I'm simply sitting and swallowing them back down. My stomach hurts.
I am putting off homework. I just don't want to do it. I don't want to do anything right now. I want to just curl up in bed and not move again. Maybe fall asleep and not wake up. Find some wonderful dream world, a place where I can be better, happier.
Lethargy overcomes me.
-JC
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Of course, nothings changed since you were away. As you rightly say, the world now is pretty poor.
And yeah, we are entitled to feel and say that. We have expectations and hopes, and it sucks when they are not fulfilled. Why should we just accept it?
On a different note entirely, i don't know how much money you have.....but come to London! Its Comica 09 next month you know! I'll be in the corner of Orbital comics quietly contemplating what i might say to the one and only Tara Mcpherson. Which is odd, since i've gone over it in my head a whole bunch of times already.
Not a good sign.
He's put up some of his art. It's good you know. I think he'll go far.