ironmog

SO Dani will be getting married to that guy Saturday. Then she'll be off to Italy for a month. I never did have a talk with her, like I should have I mean. I ultimately deemed it unfair to her. She didn't need that on top of all the stress from the wedding going on. So I pretty much did the only thing I could. I let her go. Been doing it forever, just letting people and things go without really fighting for them, because I don't want to bring undue stress to others.

I just hope she's happy of course. Like any good friend I wish her the best and hope that guy really takes care of her the way she deserves.

My oh my this is a slightly melancholy little tangent isn't it? For that my apologies.

At least it is Friday today, the weekend is here soon, just a quick jaunt at work and BAM freedom for a small time. Also just over a week let now until my barbeque. First big get together bash thing I've ever really thrown. Well since that one get together years ago, but we don't talk about that. It was during the dark times. And like soulsetfire I too have the ex issues. In that mine is a raging controlling bitch. And those dark times are when I was still with her. I free now. Right?

Though she DID find out about my plan for quitting to go to school this fall. And of course threw a fit. And raged about it. Because all she really cares about is money. How much I'm going to give her and when. How utterly fucked is it that she can make me feel guilty about quitting my job to go back to school? Doing something that makes me so much happier and I feel like its wrong for some reason.

Abrupt subject change. Guttermouth has been stuck in my head all week. For some reason I just can't get enough of them lately. They make me happy. Well, here's hoping everyone has an awesome weekend! Off to work I go.

-JC