ironhalo

one of my friends from colorado called me at work today, circa noon. he told me an old friend of mine was found in his closet. he hanged himself on tuseday night. such a waste of what could have been. i didnt want to return to colorado for a funeral, but it seems fate had plans to the contrary

so im thinking i defanently have to go back to school to improve my marektability. its fucking depressing to drop 60k in school for a bfa in unmarketability. but my parents said from what they know its not uncommon for people to get a generic 4 year degree from a good univesrsity and move on to specialize, ie masters.. doctors.. etc. im gonna be one...
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well, its been a record time since i posted my normal semi cerebral useless dribble. so may as well update. 3rd month of life in the east bay, so far i like it. desptie the fact that it was SNOWING in north bay last weekend. i left the snow in the mountains but it seems content to follow me..

i actually begun to look for...
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i think its past time i update my journal.

my roomates and i were coming home from king kong in emeryville. i was driving, bout to go into the webster tube. a car ran the red light. really really really red light. almost smashed the car in front of us to pieces. thing is, if i had been certain as to where we were going i woudl have been going faster and been to...
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i get to go home!! my boss hooked me up wtih a solid week+ off work for the holidays. i get back the 3rd of january. time flies doesnt it.. crazy how fast things have been going in my life. seems like i finally figured out that my fears of my career were rediculous and unfounded. im just glad i finally realized this after abotu...
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there is a world beyond the world you see and believe to be real. a place in the recesses of your mind you fail to recognize or see, regardless of wheter or not you knwo it to be real or not. i see it. i have been there, and i along with so few believe it to be a truth to the world. i dont...
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i just dont feel like updating my journal at all lately. lately seems to cover a lot of time too. saw nine inch nails again, dillinger escape plan too. great shows! harry potter 4.. read the book. its better. yea! no costco girls getting my junk either. long story. time to play some wow

so ive begun working at costco again, in fact tommorow is day 5 of my 6 day stint of full time slave labor. i have to say, i hate costco more than ever. and im thrilled to be saying this... wierd you ask? and for good reason. back home i was comfortable at my job, here i loathe it. makes me want to get a...
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it has indeed been a while since my last update. gues ihavent had much worht saying? until now im now in california, and quite happy to be here. i miss my friends a lot tho, and im pretty broke too. and i dont know where i am when i try to drive anywhere, but thatll change in time.

its cold here too! im living in...
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