ugh. my hearts really really fucking with me. like really fuckign with me. as much as i shouldnt feel the way i do.. well .. i do. so much is going on in my life and all i want to do is see that girl.. i dont know if im ready for a relationship and i know shes not, but i really do care a lot for her. she's got this spark, like someone i really want to know/ be with.. it really sucks things are so complex
abia:
It's so funny, eveytime I read your journal I feel the same way. Just keep busy that is what I do