I'm working on a new song. It is a sad one but that's not how I'm feeling. 
Ok, it's New Year's Eve and I am finishing my 2nd bottle of wine. I don't really have a point besides that. My GF is going to drive us around. She is awesome, that is all.
user0822221411:
Yeah, the Ravens are my only bright spot now. Oh well.
I have a new job in my field! The GF is moving in with me! Everything is going pretty well.
When I sing it sounds like Neil Young
shininglight:
thank u for ur nice comment <3
I could certainly use more sleep...I have a lot to do, I need to make a list. I have a lot of long-term goals, again, I need to make a list...
zebrah:
<3
chloeattack:
haha thanks. because i have fun with photoshop. and way too much time on my hands. check out my new favorite picture of myself!
My blogs are all about women...I've met someone that is a mix of all the best stuff from everyone I've ever dated, all mixed together in a big blender. She is great!
How amazing is it that I am giving the girl of my dreams butterflies?
How amazing is it that I am giving the girl of my dreams butterflies?
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chloeattack:
right? i thought so too! it's good to be vindicated.
l1vingdeadgurl:
Thanks. But you develop a complex when every guy you like says "hey, your friend is hot, can you hook us up?" or "I am not looking for anyone right now" or the best one "you're an awesome FRIEND-emphasis on FRIEND"
I get discouraged.
I get discouraged.
I'm working three jobs until the end of semester, then I will start studying for the CPA which will be a shit ton of work. The girl I really liked? We no longer talk. Think I'll just roll out and write some songs.
brightredscream:
Awww thanks
Well...she doesn't want to be in a relationship; she is the one that suggested it. I want her. Not just her body but all of her. It will never be. I will not be able to trust her again. FB still says we are in a relationship. As long as that is up I will maintain hope, I will continue to play the role of...
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twistedkittenfur:
Oh thanks, I didn't know that. I'm going to have to try that. because I can't live with out MW3 right now....unless...I acquire mass affect3 hmmm lol
dance_zanky:
Don't beat yourself up so much, things will work out, maybe she just needs a little space try smiling and NOT worrying so much about monogamy.
I cannot wrap my head around the events of the past few days; I go to my facebook many times a day just to look at it. "In a Relationship with X" the prettiest girl I have ever met, the girl of my dreams, In a Relationship...I look just to confirm it is real. I see it and it is like another person, that is...
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And now I truly believe...
If I am to take her words at face value, she wants to make something work with me: "I would like to be with you and see where things go". I am cautiously optimistic but I won't truly believe until her FB stops saying "Single".
I can see my destruction at the hands of this pretty blonde, I am going to pursue her to ruination; winning her will be a whole new set of even bigger problems...