I broke down last night and made contact with her. I asked if she still wanted me to explain anything else cuz our last conversation she had all these questions and we were both so tired that we just said we'll finish later. But I'm the weak one so I made the first contact.
I'd been feeling down ever since I told her, I thought I would start to feel better. So far, not so much. I was beginning to doubt why I ever felt this was the best solution. But I guess being weak in this case was a blessing, cuz she quickly reminded me why I felt the way I did, just by being herself.
I felt a little bit better today, Not great or anything but, a little bit better.
I'd been feeling down ever since I told her, I thought I would start to feel better. So far, not so much. I was beginning to doubt why I ever felt this was the best solution. But I guess being weak in this case was a blessing, cuz she quickly reminded me why I felt the way I did, just by being herself.
I felt a little bit better today, Not great or anything but, a little bit better.