irishman81

feeling like the worlds biggest chump today. when you do and do for people and they take and take. It's never enough.

goddamn stink bug just buzzed my tower and scared the shit outta me,....so i sent him to the next world

about to take a great BIG pill of FUCKITALL

Native American Prayer

Oh, Great Spirit
Whose voice I hear in the winds,
And whose breath gives life to all the world,
hear me, I am small and weak,
I need your strength and wisdom.
Let me walk in beauty and make my eyes ever behold
the red and purple sunset.
Make my hands respect the things you have
made and my ears sharp to...
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Next week I will be able to sign the lease on my new townhouse and start a better chapter in my life. Been a long time coming and a heartbreaking road but it's the right thing to do. You can't force yourself into staying somewhere or with someone your not happy with. It isn't fair to either of you. People change and life goes on.

Drinking my birthday beer and watching airplane the movie in my underwear. Happy birthday to me.

There is nothing we should be quite so grateful for as the last line of the poem that goes, 'When your own heart asks.
Yamamoto Tsunetomo, Hagakure: The Book of the Samurai