well today is definatly bitter sweet (and bitter cold) bc i woke up this morning lying next to the man i <3heart<3
and we had great 'breakfast and he let me watch him in the shower. it was fantastic and we had a great good bye kiss and i felt so good when he drew a heart on my chest with his finger, but he is now at work and i wont see him until i come home from vacation in a week. i have not been with out him for more than 3 consecutive days and now i want to tear up. he makes me feel so good. his touch is heavenly and now i have to go with out for a week. but on the up side, i am going to canada and i can legally drink at the bars(which i cant afford) and then i can watch my drunken friends gamble. and when i get back from canada i am going to new york to see my grandpa, which always makes for a good time, red lobster dinners and $dollas$ so i am mega excited. i love free dinner and free money. so i guess the red lobster will have to make up for the lack of sex and boy that i am going to have.
i guess i will just have to deal
on a side note, while i was lying in bed last night just before i fell asleep, i came up with an awesome idea for a set i want to try to submit. i am thinking it is going to be awesome, and even if it doesnt go up, my boys is going to shoot it for me so it will be fun either way, i love giving him a strip tease. he so deserves it for putting up with me.

i guess i will just have to deal

on a side note, while i was lying in bed last night just before i fell asleep, i came up with an awesome idea for a set i want to try to submit. i am thinking it is going to be awesome, and even if it doesnt go up, my boys is going to shoot it for me so it will be fun either way, i love giving him a strip tease. he so deserves it for putting up with me.



punknitemike:
u should come out for one of my PUNK NITE shows...i think you would really dig it!
elcaminobill:
What's the idea, anything you do will be great.... You shod do a set with a big black teddy bear, that would be fucking cool. Just an idea 
